Paran0id Luvs.

2010-04-13T17:44:00.002+08:00

ii tink it tym f0r mi t0 update smth f0r mai bl0g~

ii can see spider everywhr~ haaas..

well life it's alwai the same for mi..

wk, slp, wk, slp n still! WK n SLP~

busy is the onli word ii can describe for mai life nw...

the onli ting ii had ever enjoyed is during sat wen ii mit up mai beloved bitch

to lan =X recently kip mit up n going out wif her cos nw no other

ppl jio mi n beebee out le...n ii dun haf much true fren...

the pervi0usly group of ppl ii usually hang out wif had their own event

n outing too...

hmm lols reali once i nve blog lyk hw often ii did last tym

reali cant tink of thing to post....

tink closing of blog soon~

2010-02-23T19:35:00.001+08:00

0ut 0f n0whr ii started t0 feel that every0ne iish leaving mi n hubby al0ne?

ii tink mainly the reas0n iish n0t bec0s 0f hubby prehaps iish cause by mi?

i'm jus a jinx t0 him barhx since he iish wif mi all his fren start t0 ps him....

haiish...

2010-01-16T20:38:00.002+08:00

basically there iish nth much t0 uodate recently...
ii get a increment recently and mai parent went 0versea
lwft mi, hubby, y0shi n br0ther at hm
ii g0tta takkriies 0f all 0f dem -__-"
saving hard nw as ii haf al0t 0f thing t0 plan 0n...
* chi0ng mai driving licence
* new yr cl0th
* Aft new yr trip t0 genting
* c0uple f0ne wif bee bee
* and l0t haiish
Jia y0u Jia y0u!!

2009-12-20T15:57:00.002+08:00

well..it been sum tym since ii bl0g...
hmm dun reali haf the m00d t0 update mai bl0g anim0re..
al0t 0f thing change ever since tt dae...
al0t 0f unt0ld secret n unhappiness iish still well kip seal within mai heart...
perhaps tis shall be mai last p0st 0r maybe nt?
well depend...
a surface 0f happiness n a inner 0f sadness tt mai life..
s00n t0 be ii trying t0 kept myself awai frm tis realistic w0rld n th0se reality human...
ii was w0ndering aft finishin mai twilight st0ry bk n ask myself that
wad if 1 dae every1 get t0 experience a dae 0f fairytale w0uldn't it be jus s0 perfect?
f0r mi i'm dying t0 experience mai veri 0wn fairytale...
bt sum hw it s0 much different frm wad ii was dying f0r..
well aft all it jus a st0ry being c0mp0sed by human...

i'm nt being negative jus straight t0 a p0int tt ii tryin t0 sh0wn every1
"i'm jus s0 sick n tire 0f mai life"
tire 0f being upset by ppl cl0se ard mi
tire 0f being used by 0ther again n again
tire 0f the faith tt ii was b0rn tis wai (attitude)
tire 0f being left al0ne everytym wen ii nid sum1
well al0t 0f 0ther factor...
ii n0e...every path we walkin thr0ugh 0ur life iish the ch0ice tt we haf made...
f0r mi ii ch00sen a veri wr0ng path frm the start
n nw it t00 late f0r regretting nw...

frm nw ii will try t0 strike as hard as ii can w0rk as hard as ii c0uld
earn as much as ii sh0uld f0r mai 0wn beta future..
since there iish n0 return path t0 the mistake ii made ii will 0nli walk n amend 0n the
same tym while walkin..
ii swear if ii ever make it ii will g0 t0 0ther c0untry n nve retun t0 tis
place which br0ught al0t 0f unhappi mem0rise t0 mi..

2009-12-09T20:57:00.002+08:00

3 m0re dae t0 12 dec~
s0 excited cum sad...
c0s n0ne 0f mai fren can attend mai b'dae ):
haiish in sh0rt jus celebrating ah di, zhiwen n pee ann b'dae nia..
tis few wk till 20th dec ii will be eating grass le c0s ii spend all mai pay -__-
luckily mai c0mpany gif all the staff in 0ur firm $300 capitaland v0ucher =D
bt ii givin half 0f it t0 mai sis as her weddin gift...
lyk tt at least ii can save mai nxt m0nth pay up xD
jan ii will be dam rich c0s ii been chi0ngin 0T lyk wad
sian...
dun0 wad ii wish f0r mai b'dae 0s0..
aniwai standard every yr n0 0ne wish mi 0r even rem mai b'dae
even mai family...
haiish well yi tian gu0 yi tian barhx

2009-12-03T13:43:00.001+08:00

Guy Can't be trusted!

i'll n0t l00k f0r an0ther relati0nship anim0re...

enuff 0f hurt alreadi...

2009-11-29T20:41:00.002+08:00

haiish s0 fast it sundae alreadi....
everyb0dy de 3 dae R&R 0ver ):
sad...
tis 3 dae the tym f0r mi n bee bee tgt isn't enuff at all...
feel lyk having him by mai side f0rever...
ytd wen kb0x t0 celebrate zhiwen 23rd b'dae
drink n sing till kb0x cl0sing which iish 3am
reach hm at 4am bath all tt
ended up ii slp at 4.30am
being waken up by sis c0r tis m0rning at 8am
s0 which mean ii 0nli had a few hr 0f slp
wen sent0sa t0dae
was at siloso beach to had 0ur activity
was havin al0t al0t 0f fun alth0ugh it raining wen we get tt n
sunny thr0ught0ut
ii get myself sun burnt n the feeling nw iish s0 miserable...
):
hubby iish tire nw napping at mai hse rite nw but he will be g0ing bck in awhile s00n ):
he asked mi t0 g0 t0 his hse t0 pei him bt den ii jus dun feel lyk g0ing
th0ught ii gt the intenti0n t0 pei him ):
ii nid him by mai side t00
bt the destinati0n f0r him t0 g0 t0 wk iish far
n nw ting between...
nvm...
ani f0t0 ii will update real s00n 0nce ii get the f0t0 frm
sis fren n pee ann...

2009-11-28T11:48:00.002+08:00

ytd ii reali had a bad dae...
it was the first tym ii reali drink till s0 drunk...
ii dun0 y perhaps wad ppl sae reali mean al0t t0 mi...
tt y ii started t0 hate myself even m0re...
till nw wad th0se w0rd iish still flashing thr0ugh mai mind again n again....
ah di...
ytd ii drink al0t iish nt bec0s wad the ting ue t0ld mi make mi lidat
dun wry i'm nt angry 0r sad by th0se w0rd...
ii jus hate myself tt all.
ii dun0 wad t0 p0st...
jus h0pe there iish a place f0r mi t0 live w/0 haf t0 tink s0 much

2009-11-26T13:30:00.003+08:00

nve g0 bee bee hse f0r 1 wk ler?

well but instead life f0r mi seem much happier

c0s ii dun haf t0 看别人眼色而活 (see other's expression to survial)

indeed ii haf a beta slp every nw n den although can't haf bee bee slpin by mai side ani m0re

and the j0urney t0 wk much futher..

but beta den staying in a place which ii dun wish to...

as ue n0e a idi0t iish f0rever a idi0t

they iish nth much human lyk all 0f us can change dem...

s0 let it be...

well ii shall tak a deep deep breath n remain wad it is...

(: cheer serene

2009-11-19T09:06:00.002+08:00

dere haf alwai been a r0pe tight ard mai heart

when can ii actly untight the kn0t?

tis tym rd ii cant use w0rd t0 describe how ii feel deep dw mai heart.

yea ii luv him...

ii luv him till the extent tt ii can gif up mai life jus f0r him...

the 0nli ting iish

y cant ii get al0ng well wif his family member?

jus bec0s 0f his fcking br0?

it been 2 yr ii gif in t0 him

yea as all 0f dem n0e he iish still a kid...

but d0es he haf the rite t0 climb up t0 the t0p 0f mai head n shit?

t0lerate t0lerate n still t0lerate...

2 yr alreadi...

being wif him isn't an easy task f0r mi...

in tis relati0nship

ii dun felt being luv but being abuse..

he iish reali sweet n caring t0 mi...

can sae tt he iish s0 far all the guy ii met the best 1 0f all

nth g0es wr0ng wif 0ur relati0nship iish jus tt there iish alwai

a idi0t cming in between us...

ii 0nce t0ld myself...

tis might be the test given by the g0d

as a pr0ve tt hw str0ng 0ur luv f0r each 0ther iish

but tis tym rd

haven gt ani gut t0 accepted ani test

i'm a l0ser alreadi.

ii dun mean wad ii d0 each tym..

it a wai 0f hw human being express themself in certain wai

f0r example if mai best fren lyk t0 eat 0range n ii dun

f0r her sake ii can try t0 accept the taste 0f the 0range

but f0r self express as in attitude every1 0f us iish different...

ii jus w0nder d0 ii reali haf smth ard mai b0dy tt make every1 dislyk mi?

even d0ing a gd deed seem lyk ii did smth bad t0 ppl...

in ppl eye even mai 0wn family member i'm jus a r0tten apple

tt d0nt even deserve t0 be exist.

2 b0ttle 0f c0ugh syrup, a b0ttle 0f beer it still nt taking mai life awai

hw can ii left tis fcking w0rld by nt 0bvi0usly seen..

ii dun mind seeling mai s0ul t0 dem0n 0r sh0rten mai life

in return t0 gain wad ii wish f0r...

ii dun0...

feel dam fck up wif everyting nw......

bee bee ILY ):

2009-11-15T23:00:00.003+08:00

t0dae iish bee bee b'dae s0 i'm here t0 wish him a
HAPPI 22nd BIRTHDAY HUBBY!!

hubby xia0 yi ji0 us g0 qi li xiang @ b0at quay t0 drink as well as
to celebrate bee bee b'dae...
drink a tower of beer n 1 n a half b0ttle 0f martell till all 0f us reali drunk...
0f c0s except f0r ah di...
the 0nli pers0n survival
l0ls
hubby was f0rce t0 drink lamb0 c0s it was his b'dae
p00r ting bef0re tt he alreadi drink al0t sum m0re they still make him drink
lamb0 till he reali CMI
s0 let him rest 0n the s0fra left
the rest 0f us t0 drink...
(mi,ah di,huimin,jame,xia0 yi,pamela)
drink n drink n drink in the end
pamela turn t0 drunk...
l0ls
den b0 bian ah di was taking care on pamela, hubby send her fren sheena hm
left mi n jame zui eng de
s0 we clear all the beer n liquor 0n the table...
drink drink drink...
finali clear s0 all 0f dem decided t0 turn hm c0s pamela kip v0mit
n hubby lay at the s0fra till lyk fallen aslp
l0ls
mi n ah di nid t0 takkriies 0f hubby n pamela...
tak cab...
TMD the cab chi0ng s0 fast
den ii giddy in the end in cab ii was the 0ne hu v0miited l0ls~
>.<>eel abit hang0ver...

mi, huimin , pamela n sheena
l0ls i'm drunk face bl00dy red ==

hubby n mi

ah di n mi

hubby drinking lamb0 :0

s0 p00r ting ):

2009-11-12T13:12:00.002+08:00

Ahhh... ii have been fall sick f0r f0r lyk 7 days?

alm0st been c0ughing n sneezing till mai lung flying 0ut -__-"

haiya since i'm sick ii jus s0 lazy t0 b0ther s0 mani ting

sick still mus wk, sick still mus eat

eeekkk!

faster public h0lidae lehhhh~

btw 0n 7/11/09 went t0 taka wif ah di, zhiwen n bee bee

shall update the f0t0 when ii gt the tym n strenght t0 d0 s0..

s0 stay tune!

2009-11-05T20:24:00.001+08:00

i'm saving hard f0r mai

-driving licence
- taiwan trip
-thailand trip
wh00t~
=D

s0 shall jia y0u n spend wisely

2009-11-04T13:13:00.002+08:00

i'm dam tire

everydae stack n stack's 0f pending stuff f0r mi t0 d0

argh!it lyk nve ending ):

when can ii have a nice relaxing break whrby ii dun nid t0 tink s0 much

haiish...

hubby started wking ler..

but the tym we had f0r each 0ther iish m0re den enuff but the 0nli pr0blem iish

0ur financal pr0blem..

when den we can clear all the debt 0r s0 c0r start saving f0r 0ur future?

the ting ii nid t0 spend 0n m0re n m0re xi0ng...

hubby 1 st m0nth 0f wk ii nid t0 gave him his daily all0wance, transp0rtati0n n s0 0n

it isn't the pr0blem tt i'm vex ab0ut

it the envir0ment tis w0rld ue see...

haiish

everything nid $

wth...

wk 0s0...

seri0usly ii reali nid a nice n l0ng break t0 c00l myself d0wn frm all tis

FCK!

2009-11-01T13:13:00.002+08:00

HAPPI 2YR & 2 M0NTH HUBBY!

nw the aim f0r mi n hubby iish t0 earn al0t al0 0f $
heehee..
jus lazy t0 update mai bl0g recently as nth reali happen
n i'm sure ii will b0red all 0f ue t0 dead =X

30.10.09 [Fri]
wk as usual
but wad different was mai c0mpany having
KPMG g0t talent's auditi0n
i'm being SAB0 by mai c0lleagues f0r the auditi0n
thank t0 them =.="
during the audtit0n CB ii nerv0us till even mai v0ice iish vibrating
the s0ng ii sang was
"If i let ue g0"
den then judge iish all the big b0sses
aft ii finish the s0ng
they ask mi
: "y d0 ue ch00se tis s0ng"
ii t0ld dem
:" c0s i'm being sab0 0 cme here ii h0pe mai c0lleague let mi g0"
l0ls c0ck mi =X
den they luff lyk =.="
funni merhx?
l0ls
aniwai...
the result will be 0ut nxt week guess s0
if ii win ii can get $1.5k
but h0pe mai stage fright g0ne =D
tt all t0 p0st dun0 wad t0 p0st

2009-10-26T09:00:00.002+08:00

recently al0t 0f thing happen...

n th0se thing happen t0 mi iish all related t0 $

haiish

s0 happening n unexpected thing t0 turn 0ut lyk a mess f0r mi

s0 tire alreadi...

"CAN ANI0NE JUS KIPPNAP MI?! AND AB0ND0N MI"

feel lyk being al0ne n leave everything related 0r n0t related t0 mi by a side

mai life iish full 0f shit that all ii can c0mment ab0ut myself...

h0pe all the suay thing jus fck 0f mai life even it was t0 use 10yr 0f mai life t0 exchange

this w0rld isn't full 0f miracle 0f mi it FULL 0F SHIT!!

2009-10-21T12:59:00.002+08:00

currently having lunch nw

had black pepper crabmeat seafood p0rridge frm la0 pau sat

hmm taste 0k0k 0nli but it ex...

haiish

tis m0nth i'm trying dam hard t0 save f0r mai future use..

but w0nder h0w much can ii ever save wif sux a l0w pay =.=

sian...

dun0 wad t0 p0st lerr...

just h0pe th0se suffering dae will cme t0 an end s00n~

2009-10-19T21:57:00.002+08:00

t0dae i'm d0wn wif a gastrict pain again
which mean i'm 0n mai 4th MC still ii started wking =X
guess mai b0ss mus be freaking du lan mi l0ls..
ii 0s0 dun wan de marhx ):
ii n0e it a veri bad impressi0n since i'm still 0n pr0bati0n
n 0s0 a bad habit...
but i'm left wif n0 ch0ice
i'm lacking 0f slp!!
if nt bec0s ii wanna earn $ f0r better future
ii might as well 24hr shut myself up at hm n slp
but ii n0e ii cant haiish
sian luh...
jus h0pe g0d get pity 0f mai c0nditi0n n let mai parent, bf
strike 1milli0n :X
can at hm shake leg
but den well i'm living in realistic w0rld
WAKE UP!! WAKE UP!!
haiya wadever it iish
ii jus s0 lazy in everything
hubby went will ue becme a milli0nare s0 tt ii can be a
stress-free tai tai?
=X
l0ls
2hr m0re t0 mai pay dae...
n tml bf will be wking frm 10.30pm n 7.30am
he iish nt rite beside mi ):
n0 0ne kiss mi gd nitex
awww ):
I HATE WKING LAH!
_l_ fk if 0nli every1 dun haf t0 wk

Qu0te:
I believe in a real, physical world. I figure if the world existed only in my mind, it would pay more attention to me.

2009-10-15T20:32:00.003+08:00

argh~s0 tire ):
hw ii h0pe singap0re haf tis which iish all ppl wk 4 dae's n rest 3 dae's
but it jus s0 imp0ssible
haiish
having the current 2 dae 0f rest (wkend)
ii find it isn't enuff f0r th0se hu r wking~
c0s we wk m0re den we rest!!
if let sae rule were t0 change f0r 0ur nxt generati0n
as in wad ii menti0n jus nw wk 4 dae's rest 3 dae's
den even ii die ler ii 0s0 will g0 hell c0mplain
"yan l0u wang" (king 0f hell)
:X

wk alredi s0 tire
still haf t0 c0ncern abt pers0nal financial pr0blem cum relati0nship n family
n0 w0nder whenever ii suffer frm a seri0us headache
the d0c ask mi: "are ue in stress"
mai answer alwai came wif a "N0"
t00 pai sey t0 tell the truth
c0s ii dun even n0e wad causes mai stress
xD

sum hw ii dun haf tym t0 even breath 0nli when hanging 0ut wif fren
but well h0nestly ii dun haf much fren...
s0 n0rmally ii will jus r0t at bf's hse tt make mai
wkend wasted ):
haiish
jus the age 0f 18 ii started t0 seen al0t 0f fact tt
y when ii was y0ung th0se adult alwai sae
wah xia0 hai zi zhen ha0 ming (kid r s0 f0rtunate)
nw ii finali understand wad it mean
it true being a kid, ue dun haf t0 wry s0 much abt financial matter
aww y am ii sayin all tt?
idk...
can ii jus tak a break?

ii nid a sh0ulder t0 lead 0n
ii nid a listening ear t0 listen
ii nid a place t0 hide
ii nid a hug tt warm mi up when i'm sad
ii nid sum1 hu understand mi
ii nid luv frm 0thers hu d0esn't luv mi
):
an0ther dae g0ne...

2009-10-13T12:09:00.002+08:00

ytd wasn't a gd dae f0r mi

still t0t tt the m00d 0f getting smth tt ii alwai wan badly wld be excited n happi

but ended up everything turn 0ut nasty.

haf a tiff wif bf's ytd...

feel reali reali tire 0f carry 0n tis relati0nship

was telling myself y am ii alwai suffering in tis wr0ld?

ii hate mai mum h0nestly since i'm a accident bady she sldn't haf kip mi alive

if she ab0rt mi last tym ii wun be suffering nw?

well N0 ii sldn't haf tink 0f tis..

haiish jus s0 F! stress abt mai wk,pers0nal staff

ii nid a break...

2009-10-12T12:06:00.002+08:00

haiish in the end ii din get mai LG j0y 0r sumsung pix0n

nvm ii shall wk hard t0 gain it..

t0dae tym pass dam sl0w luh =.=

ppl m0ndae blue ii m0ndae BLACK arh!!

>: (

bef0re g0ing t0 wk t0dae ii f0rget t0

tak mai wallet!!

dam slpy ):

ii miss mai bed al0t~

well bef0re tt ytd nitex mit up wif zhiwen n c0 again

tis tym r0und ii sld nt add in the w0rd c0? :0

idk...sum1 seem s0 negatively

dere iish n0 wai we c0uld help him 0r tell him wad he sld d0

c0s all 0f us alreadi tried but he seem s0 insist 0f being al0ne...

can tell mi in tis w0rld hu dun get vex 0ver m0ney pr0blem?

hu dun get sad when ue did smth regretful?

hu dun tink 0f g0ing bck t0 the past?

hu dun get l0w self-esteem when ue c sum1 beta den ue?

N0NE!

well ue see..

sumtym ii hate myself t00 until t0 the extent ii feel lyk ending mai life

but ii still alive c0s ii n0e it all fate.

every1 haf his 0wn hist0ry it jus tt everydae every1 iish face-ing different ting

if jus up t0 ue t0 change it...

sumtym i'm sad but ii still make every1 ard mi smile n thing nth happen t0 mi

WHY?

c0s ii n0e if ii suffer al0ne ii might as well let the pers0n surr0unding mi

nt w0rry abt mi but smile tgt wif mi...

but f0r ur case ue'r different

ue'r jus making ppl hu c0ncern ue n care f0r ue t0 w0rry

yea ii n0e sumtym being al0ne is0lating urself iish g00d

at least ue haf sum tym t0 peace ur mind

well...wad we wanted t0 say we haf sae...

making all ppl ard ue suffer tgt wif ue it ur chi0ce...

n0 1 f0rce ue..rem ch0ice iish ur...

it change it 0r jus t0 leave it iish up t0 ue (:

2009-10-11T15:40:00.002+08:00

0nce again it sundae alreadi..
the m00d 0f getting t0 wk iish lyk =.=
haiish enj0yable dae iish alwai ended wif a FULL STOP so suddenly
tym reali pass lyk "Zommmmmm"
a RS-8 0r skyline will pass thr0ugh mi wif a full speed :0

well...ii jus w0ke up f0r a fun n exhausted nitex
ytd went t0 j0h0r t0 sh0p f0r mai 0ffice wear
ended up ii 0nli f0und 2 cl0th but n0ne skirt
s0 br0ught dem (:
went t0 Neway (m'sia kb0x) f0r singing sessi0n..
sing n play frm 1-4pm plus den headed t0 sh0p f0r thing
f0rget t0 menti0n ppl hu went j0h0r wif mi
there iish:
mi,bf's,zhiwen,huimin,ah di,su sien
the 6's 0f us...
all 6's 0f usg0 wif empty handed n cme bck wif al0t 0f thing :X
especially mi l0ls...
bef0re the singing sessi0n went t0 k0k wang cafe t0
had 0ur heavy breakfast awa lunch
bla bla....
den sh0p ard in ci mitysquare
den mai Ah Bu (su sien)
suggested t0 g0 wad suetera mall
which iish 10min cabb j0unrey frm j0h0r
reach dere but we 0nli haf limited tym left t0 sh0p as it was ard 7+ alreadi.
s0 gan chi0ng till quite a l0t 0f sh0p missed t0 sh0p
"wad a waste trip"
but well at least we gt smth dere :X
aft sh0pping went t0 ate a m'sia KFC
the meal in KFC iish dam F! Cheap~
ue imagine in singapore
3pcs chicken meal c0st ue SGD$8.40
but in m'sia it 0nli c0sted ue RM 11.50
which mean in S'p0re it lyk less den $6.00
l0ls...
br0ught sum gr0ceries hm f0r mai parent.
reach hm at ard 11+pm
went hm sh0wer pack mai ting headed dw t0 hubby hse
f0r drinking sessi0n at his hse dwstair
drink quite al0t till ii headache =\
tink tt all t0 bl0g
ltd g0ing t0 mit pee ann n c0.
n 0s0 get mai LG j0y :D
whee~

2009-10-07T11:15:00.002+08:00

recently during wk ii felt tt there iish plenty 0f pending wk

still waiting f0r mi t0 d0 it feel s0 exhausted =.=

ii w0nder iish mai j0b sc0pe m0re lyk admin 0r m0re lyk l0aded

=.=

carry tis n tt trying wai t0 squeeze th0se t0n n t0n 0f t00pid file int0 a cabinate

ended up s0 mani bruise n injury =\

still gt s0 much f0r mi t0 suffer

if let sae ii were t0 live till the age 0f 65yr's 0ld

tt mean up t0 date ii will still haf t0 suffer 47yr's m0re

0h mai tian~

sian...

h0pe th0se suffering tym faster 0ver barhx (:

well ii mus be cheerful :D

2009-10-01T23:35:00.002+08:00

t0dae was a n0rmal dae but it s0 c0r a special dae f0r mi?
it mi n bf's 2yr's n 1mth anniversary...
th0ught we did nt celebrate 0nli a simple sms f0r each other...
but guess it happi f0r b0th 0f us alreadi...
c0unldn't aff0rt aniting f0r him tt y ii seal mai heart n let him plae wad he wishing
t0 plae...wad ever shit c0r SA
well...tt the 0nli ting ii c0uld d0 f0r him...
n0 matter hw much ii dislyk him f0r playing game bt ii n0e
0ther den letting him plae wad he wan the rest ii cant gif him...
i'm a l0usy gf...
ii cnt gif him a gd life, ii cnt help him wif his financial pr0blem
haiish...
tink letting him GAME iish the best gift n chi0ce f0r him..
he lyk it t00 isn't it?

2009-09-29T12:59:00.002+08:00

currently bl0gging during mai lunch h0ur

ta0 ge~see h0r ii din d0 smth wr0ng :X

lalala...

dun0 y i'm s0 excited abt tis cming 10th

faster g0 j0h0r leh~ al0t 0f shit ii dam t0 get it nw.. ):

0h yea tinking abt ytd planning f0r dec chalet sum misunderstanding ting happen...

ii dam tire 0f smth...

suan le n0 p0int f0r mi t0 bl0g it here..

0ct 10th! 10th~ii luv tt dae c0s it mai pay dae as well as mai sh0pping trip

@ j0h0r wif c0.

hmm let mi tink 0f smth t0 p0st den update m0re best iish lt mi find sum picture :X

l0ls...

2009-09-27T18:28:00.004+08:00

ytd cycling was fun cum tire...
l0ls
we cycle all the wai frm again bf's hse den t0 yishun... :0
reached hm ard 7 plus am n guess all 0f us seri0usly w0rn up
well g0ing t0 mit pee ann n zhiwen wif ah di n bf's
as ltd zhiwen n pee ann g0ing t0 b00k in tis wh s00n, sad f0r dem...
BUT tml f0r th0se hu g0ing t0 wk 0s0 sad...
):
tml will be a dam busy dae f0r mi...ii guess tis wh0le week narhx
reali h0pe wkend nve end... =X
recently al0t 0f ppl strated palyin "sudden attack"
n t0dae ii was waken up by tt bl00dy ass br0 0f bf's
tink bf s00n will be playin tt game s00n barhx?
alth0ugh he sae he wun but rite in mai mind ii n0e he will c0s game r alwai as impt as
anithing... ):
ii understand a c0uple met in game will alwai end lyk a game?
prehaps...
i'm s0 regret f0r all the ppl ii met in game t0 nw mai real life fren..
ii n0e they r gd ppl but the main reas0n we was kn0wn as fren was due t0 the
same game we play...
jus lyk mi n him...
till nw..game was the 1st in his mind n his family 2nd
n i'm 3rd? well idk...
wadever it iish...
ii jus hate it wen the m0ment ii saw him h0lding 0n t0 his PSP
talking t0 him was a waste 0f tym n saliva
he nve had c0ncentrate 0n wad i'm ab0ut t0 sae...
jus h0pe he understand wad i'm reali feel
ii dun feel lyk nagging t0 him every tym n begging him t0 find a j0b anim0re...
ii will jus leave it up t0 him barhx
wether 0r nt the future iish him t0 decide f0r himself...
n nt mi alwai dere f0r him
i'm tire...

人往往在表面上都带这笑容和自信，但在他们的内心里都是脆弱和弱小的..
谁又会了解和体会?
Human alway Seem t0 be cheerful n c0nfident 0n the surface,
but deep inside them they are s0 fragile n weak..
who will understand n n0e hw they feel?

2009-09-27T01:02:00.010+08:00

well reader...
jus a sh0rt p0st 0f t0dae event..
at the same tym...
jus an ann0uncement t0 make

PLS TAK N0TE:
in 4 dae tym ii will be setting mai bl0g t0 private bl0g
f0r th0se hu wanna view 0r hu iish linked t0 mi
PLEASE kindly leave ur e-mail in mai tag-b0ard thanks.

0kie bck t0 mai p0st..
t0dae was bf's ah ma 70's b'dae
wen t0 ah di hse at ard 3+pm
slacked awhile den we headed t0 ah ma hse tgt
reached ard 4plus?
was early at tt tym wasn't al0t 0f ppl dere yet
we had 0ur buffet meal at arrd 6 plues if ii nt wr0ng...
was a nice gathering as al0t 0f ppl came...
but in between sumting happen which sum 0f dem feel kinda unhappi
due t0 sum lame shit..
wadever
den slack n settle the shitting matter at d0wnstair v0id deck
chat n chat den suddenly sum t00pid p0lice came 0ver
ask us if we seen ani suspicious ppl =.=
we sae n0 in the end he ask us t0 gif us 0ur IC as they wan rec0rd
lame rite?
aft tt we slack awhile m0re den t00k last bus bck t0 bf's hse
as ltd g0ing f0r nitex cycling again
=\
nw at bf's hse t0 bl0g sum funni vide0 which ii t00k jus nw
lma0
CUTE!!

TITLE: POWER RANGER
(WHITE VS PINK) L0L!!

l0ls...
tt all enj0y~

2009-09-25T13:15:00.002+08:00

currently nw iish mai lunch tym...

feeling hungry but there iish nth 0r $ f0r mi t0 eat except instant n00dle..

been eating bread,n00dle n biscuit ii tink f0r lyk g0ing 1mth

n ii started t0 feel disgusted cum sian..

when will tis type 0f dae 0ver f0r mi?

it jus seem lyk a disater f0r mi...

everydae smell the gd f00d tt mai c0lleague br0ught

feel sad but wad can ii d0?

lent $ frm mai fren again?

alwai lenting $ frm 0thers,

ii feel s0 ashame...

i'm nt sumb0dy wif n0 hand 0r feet but y am ii still

suffering frmt is fate?

haiish...

ii hate the wai ii am nw...

ii dun lyk depenting 0n 0thers..

ii 0ther depend 0n myself...

"he" use t0 sae he will d0 wad ever wai t0 make mi the

m0st xin fu gal in tis w0rld

h0nestly ii dun..

ii wun blame him f0r tt c0s ii n0e..

ii sld nt ask f0r m0re

wad ever it iish nw

ii jus h0pe wad ever shit g0na happen jus 0ne sh0t happen t0 mi...

fck man..

LIFE SUX!

n0thing perfect in tis w0rld?yea ii believe

tt iish the reas0n y nth perfect/g00d ever fall 0n mi

if ii haf a tiny ch0ice t0 make

the chi0ce will be

...

let mi g0ne f0rever......

2009-09-22T13:11:00.003+08:00

was bl0gging in the 0ffice nw...

jus had a b0wl 0f maggie ee f0r mai lunch

n wen t0 a sm0ke break while chatting wif hubby 0n the f0ne...

ii jus realise ii dam fat NW!

ah di they all iish rite mai tight indeed lyk pig tr0tter ):

sian ii 0s0 lazy t0 g0 mai l0nd0n weight nw l0ls...

aniwai...

tink tis sat as usual will g0 cycling wif c0.

awww ii h0pe ii can shake 0ff th0se FAT frm everywhr 0f mai b0dy

except sum place :X

feeling slpy rite nw but lucky t0dae tym pass lyk r0cket xD

h0ping sat faster arrive :D

0h ya cming mth gt al0t 0f activity as well as dec planned al0t 0f ting >.<

Activity for Oct:

*Lantern Festival celebrati0n wif c0.

* g0ing j0h0r wif c0.(date nt yet cfm)

*g0ing msia wif family

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Activity for Nov:

*Celebrate hubby b'dae wif him

----

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nt yet plan

Activity for Dec:

*Grand B'dae celebrati0n f0r 5 pax

*X'mas 0uting

*Genting Trip?

=============================================================

tink tt all l0ls..

dun tink s0 far yet $ haben earn tink 0f s0 mani place t0 g0 ler

=.="

aniwai...

reali appreciate f0r g0d letting mi t0 n0e hubby, and ah di they all as well as bitch

they r indeed a true frens.

2009-09-21T12:18:00.003+08:00

hmm t0dae din g0 t0 wkc0s iish public h0lidae :D

jus w0ke up t0 bl0g as ltd g0ing hm t0 c0llect mai wking cl0th
frm mai hse den bck t0 hubby hse again nw
p0sting f0r tis few dae activity AND dun wry dere iish pic t00..
BITCH SEE THIS!
(dun sae mai bl0g b0red l0ls~)

Sun [20.09.09]
slp till 4plus if ii nt wr0ng
den mit ah di they all at amk mrt as they g0ing t0 mai hse
f0r man-lak sessi0n wif mai mama
den all had dinner at mai hse
n aft tt papa n mama gif mi $
THX PAPA & MAMA :D
den ard 11plus
chi0ng f0r last bus t0 hubby hse
den slack slack slack all fall aslp
tt all f0r t0dae few m0re hr t0 wk...):

Sat [19.09.09]
mit ah di,pee ann,zhiwen,kelvin at amk interchange
as the tym iish still early we went t0 eat smth n headed t0 i0n
t0 mit mai bitch reach dere n nt suprise she late l0ls...
slack at i0n den happen t0 t00k the 0ne n 0nli pic aft i0n
we wen lucky plaza f0r sum p00l n arcade sessi0n
den w0n quite a am0unt 0f ticket st0re it up f0r the beta prize
xD den aft p00l all tt wen t0 eat had y0ng tau fu f0r mai dinner .... ...
. aft dinner was tinking wad t0 d0 nxt as dere iish still sum tym t0 12
bef0re bitch g0 frm her wk s0 all decided t0 g0 her pub f0r
a drink in the end they 0rder 5 jug 0f beer n 0s0
mai first tym drink s0 much w/0 ma-b0r l0ls~
during the pub al0t 0f ting happen n ii lazy t0 p0st l0ls stay dere wait till
bitch end her wk it was alreadi 5am den we slack ard dere till
1st train den bitch t00k his fren car hm den we 0s0 lazy de change the intenti0n
0f taking train s0 we t00k cab in the end
KNN the cab s0 bl00dy less all change shift de we
6.15am lidat wait cab till 7+am den gt =.= den hm sweet hm..

Fri [18.09.09]
ended mai wk at 5.40pm c0s ps dun dare zhun zhun 5.30 g0 bck s0 stay dere
f0r 10min l0ls den headed dw t0 ang m0 kio t0
mit hubby c0s nid t0 g0 templet0 bai his da jiu jiu n grandpa
as it last dae 0f 7th mth iish sum s0rt 0f ca0 du (he t0ld mi)
reach sim ming temple at ard 6plus den g0 dere nid t0 wait till 7.30pm
in 0rder f0r all the deathed family
burn the paiwei (sum s0rt 0f paper table wif the deathed name written 0n it)
den aft headed hm while 0n the wai walking t0 hubby er jiu car saw a d0g lyk y0shi
but idk iish it his breed l0ls
he s0 skinny n his tail lyk br0ken 0ff bef0re
):
den when we walk
0ut quite pack n dere iish whr the d0g ii seen all the ppl wanted t0
use umbrella t0 hit
him 0r scare him s0 pity ):
den ii t0k t0 him n ended up he kip f0l0 mi awww...
sry ii cant bring ue hm..
aniwai aft tt reach hubby hm bathed,watch tv n slp f0r nxt dae 0uting..

.
pic t00k 0utside i0n
tis pic ii hate al0t dam ugly :X

AND TA-RAH~
sum slpin p0st 0f mai d0g xD
l0ls

2009-09-17T19:25:00.002+08:00

yay!! ii luv mai current dam luch :D
as c0mpare t0 mai th0se pervi0us j0b tis was the best
glad tt all mai c0lleague iish friendly
t0dae lunch ii haf free meal c0s mai department by rite gt 8 ppl
include manager n asst manager
but b0th 0f dem din j0in us f0r meal s0 dere iish 6 0f us
all 0f dem br0ught hm c00k fd n heat it at pantry
l0ls...
s0 mani fd t0 eat
xD
tis cming m0n iish public h0lidae w0nder wad iish the cming event
ii will haf...
hmm tink tt all since ii started wk nth t0 bl0g abt ..
=\

2009-09-15T20:11:00.002+08:00

wk was fine...
hahas mai first dae get t0 n0e all mai department c0lleague
(:
gt t0 rem all mai passw0rd g0d =="
hmm n quite happi tt mai sit area iish veri c0zy...
a place whrby b0sses cant c wad i'm d0ing :X
s0 0n9 MSN n plae faceb00k muhahaa
well true aft ii star wking ii find tt tym reali pass veri fast
ended wk at 5.30pm
t0dae gt a new frm mai seni0r tt the c0mpany will
sp0ns0r 0ur department $100 each pers0n f0r m'sia trip
it 0n the 9,10th 0ct which iish 0n fri n sat
gd leh during 0ffice hr g0 l0ls
k narhx i'm tire n slpy
nve slp well f0r dae
g0na slp nitex....

2009-09-13T23:24:00.002+08:00

t0dae was mai last dae 0f s0 c0r h0lidae...
l0ls...
c0s tml g0na be mai first dae 0f wk...
well p0st f0r ytd n t0dae first tml ting dun tink abt it first
(:
ytd went cycling wif bf's, ahdi, huimin, zhiwen, pee ann, su sien
t0tal 7 0f us
the destinati0n same ting started 0ff frm bf hse...
bef0re tt went t0 bf's hse dwstair c0ffee sh0p f0r a break bef0re
setting 0ff n glad tt bitch msg pee ann surprisingly
n make him s0 happi :X
hmm slack f0r awhile den aft tt pr0cess 0ur j0urney t0
sengkang c0mplex f0r t0ur...
0n the wai t0 sengkang
can sae ii alm0st l0st mai life 0n the r0ad...
but luckily ii save bck mai life bt still i'm injure
):
was feeling disapp0inted wen we c0ntinue the j0urney
c0s bf dun seem t0 care abt mi
well even he did ii 0s0 dun0 it jus seem lyk he cant be b0ther n jus c0ntinue cycling
): haiish
aft sumtym 0f c00l dw
even hw much the pain iish killin mi (gastric flu, injury 0n mai leg)
ii jus c0ntinue cycle
rested at 0ne 0f the bus-st0p ard sengkang
finali bf's sh0w his c0ncern bt ii tink iish ah di n pee ann ask him t00
):
haiish...
nvm abt tt...
reached sengkang c0mplex wen t0 the huge 7-eleven which s0 far ii seen
in sg
br0ught sum snack n drink den wen t0 sengkang farm way
t0 slack n rest awhile...
slack lyk half an hr? c0ntinue 0ur j0urney bck t0 bf's hse
reached n tis tym mai gastric flu iish reali killin mi but n0 ch0ice haf t0 bear wif it
slack awhile again at bf's hse dwstair
t0 0ur surprise it alwai 5.30am
all wen t0 bf hse f0r a bath
den suddenly all fell aslp l0ls~
tt all f0r ytd

den jus nw went t0 AMK A-star (0ur usual hang 0ut place f0r nw)
wif ah di (MR PINK) hee hee xD, zhiwen,pee ann well 0f c0s bf's
slack n chit chat will zhiwen n pee ann b00k in
br0ught bread,ham n cheese f0r mai breakfast f0r tis wh0le wk
tt all hm sweet hm at 10.30
g0na slp s00n :D
h0pe tml can wake up
l0ls...
X.X bless
0h ya...t0dae dere iish 0ne j0ke f0r mi..hee hee
it a secret xD
dun wanna thr0w tt particular pers0n face xP
h0r?
haha nitex all~

2009-09-12T21:03:00.004+08:00

jus wake up f0r mai slp xD
s0 tire as ii slp at ard 10.30am lidat till nw...
ytd 11.09.09 mi,bee bee,zilin,huimin,ah di n zhiwen
we had 0ur r0unding sessi0n f0r the wh0le entire dae...
tire but fun :D

9.15am wake up den prepare t0 mit ah di n zhiwen t0 acc dem t0 c0llect l0rry..
10.40am mit uo wif zhiwen 0n the bus t0 amk interchanget0 mit ah di...
11.05am mit up wif ah di ler wen t0 t00k bus 130 at amk interhcange t0 balestier
yea rite balestier t0 c0llect 0ur rental l0rry...
the rest 0f the tym cant reali rem..
it was drizzling lyk cat n d0g in the m0rning was praying hard f0r it t0 st0p
den while we 0n the wai t0 c0llect l0rry the rain dr0p iish reali heavy
abt wry tt 0ur r0unding sessi0n f0r t0nitex will cr0p up
but heng ti g0ng b0 pi >.< abit wet thr0ught... t00k sum newspaper t0 sit 0n it first n wh00t~
it tym t0 set 0ff... went t0 t0p up diesel den first destinasti0n wen iish t0 fetch huimin
first wen t0 bishan ITE bt c0r her n den she sae she din g0 sch
=.="
den c0r her t0 prepare den dw t0 bee bee hse first...
fetch her everything d0ne..
den t0 zhiwen camp at karanji t0 get his army stuff aft tt wen t0 mai hse t00k tv plae wif y0shi
awhile left t0 haf 0ur late lunch cum breakfast aft finish 0ur late lunch
wen t0 plaza t0 pick zilin s0 all 0ff us da0 qi ler... set 0f t0 zhiwen hse put his stuff again...
den bee bee hse...
den finali t0 changi village den huimin n zilin kip suggest t0 g0 0CH
but ah di n mi dun wan c0s we pan dang nw iish 7th mth
l0ls aft tt awhile huimin suggested t0 g0 LIM CHU KANG visit her ah g0ng
=.=
ended uo we g0 dere find a wulu wulu place t0 test drive all 0f us haf 0ur
little experience 0n driving was fun..
bt was sad tt n0 0ne dare t0 l0ng bang mai car wen ii drive
WTH~
aft tt wen bck t0 bf place t0 pick his parent n his br0 t0 east c0ast
at east c0ast mi, huimin n zilin at 1 c0rner we g0ssip abt guy
while bf, ah di n zhiwen an0ther side g9ssip abt gal l0ls j0king xD
aft tt wen t0 changi village t0 had 0ur super late dinner
den aft tt wen t0 c ah gua l0ls...
den send bf parent n br0 hm first
they reached hm den we c0ntinue 0ur r0unding
bt cant tink 0f a place s0 headed t0 chinese garden feed m0sq
l0ls till bth ler went t0 mai hse use t0ilet
aft tt send zilin hm f0ll0w by huimin...
s0 left mi,bf, ah di n zhiwen we went bck t0 balestier t0 return the l0rry
den cab-ed hm frm dere..
aft 1 tiring dae finali hm sweet hm...
thx ah di f0r planing tis event tis was fun :D
ii believe all 0f us did enj0y 0urself..
tt all g0ing cycling later

2009-09-09T23:01:00.002+08:00

t0dae iish a special dae...
nt as in a special 0ccati0n f0r myself
BUT
it a special dae f0r every0ne...
wad ii mean?
t0dae iish 09-09-09 (09 Sep 2009)
well jus br0wse thr0ugh sum rdm ppl bl0g...
was quiet sad n envy?
c0s sum 0f dem reali blessed wif a happi life n yet sum
d0es nt haf a happi life but they r beautiful...
wad ii mean by beautiful?
0f c0s th0se type tt guy r l00king f0r nw adae... :D
well..ii shall nt envy t00 much either...
c0s ii n0e even hw much ii envy ppl tt iish jus envy...
ii cant d0 anithing t0 garb h0ld 0ther ppl happiness...
sum tym ii reali hate my parent...
they gif mi such a fate tt i'm ugly, fat, l0nely...
eventually all the bad ting
h0nestly speaking ii reali feel lyk finding a
true fren which will 24/7 be by mai side sharing 0ur st0ry tgt..
but well...ii dun even dare t0 h0pe f0r tis t0 happen...
i'm afraid tt ii will be 0nce been hurt again
well maybe tt mai fate t0 be alwai al0ne facing all the
harshness abt life
wen tt dae cme wen i'm g0ne in tis w0rld ii jus h0pe ppl ard mi
rem mi...(:
well t0dae iish 09.09.09 sld be a ji li dae
n0 n0 saying..
blessed th0se hu marry,mummy to be n s0 0n t0dae
chang chang jiu jiu

2009-09-08T21:56:00.003+08:00

t0dae early in the m0rning went t0 raffle t0 sign mai app0intment letter... reach dere ard 9am..aft signing went t0 the arcade building
f0r mai medical check up...
nve n0e tt b0dy check up s0 ma fan de...
nid t0 tak bl00d test, urine test, x-ray n tak height & weight
the tak bl00d test tt part s0 scary paran0id tt it will be painful
in the end hai ha0 :D
but aft the bl00d test ii feel weak lyk n0 strength...
aft the wh0le ting d0ne went hm...
use c0m den slp...
tt all f0r t0dae....

see? mai w0und nw blue black...
till nw still n0 strength
):

2009-09-07T21:47:00.003+08:00

t0dae slp till 2.30pm cai wake up...
c0s using c0m till 4am lidat ytd den slp...
haf a weird dream abt mai dad n mai br00 killin mi
L0ls ridicul0us dream =.= nvm...
can sae t0dae was a r0tting dae f0r mi
s0 1 dae jus wasted lidat..
haiish...
6 m0re dae freed0m g0ne n ii haf t0 f0cus 0n mai wk..
7.05pm went t0 mai hse nearby tak passp0st f0t0...
den aft tt br0ught sushi hm t0 eat..
b0ring rite?
ii 0s0 guess s0...
tink ii dun c0ntinue mai p0st f0r t0dae le
wink will b0red ue guy up l0ls...

T0 sum0ne: hey buddy cheer up...dun kip th0se negative th0ught in ur mind...
let it 0ut...ii n0e hw ue feeling rite nw...n ii n0e it isn't easy f0r ue t0 jus ease the painfulness
awai...but ue haf all 0f us ard supp0rting ue...
ue'r nt al0ne
if ue carry 0n letting th0se negative th0ught c0ntr0ling ue
tink aren't g0na turn beta bt 0nli making ue miserable...
c'm0n gif urself chance t0 f0rget all the hurt n pain..
we'r alwai dere...
cheer......

2009-09-06T07:00:00.001+08:00

jus cme bck frm mai cycling frm bf hse t0 east c0ast...
while cycling suddenly al0t 0f negative thing wen thr0ugh mai th0ught...
tear alm0st r0ll dw mai cheeck bt ii f0rce myself t0 h0ld it bck as ii n0e n0 0ne
ever b0ther...
ii hate being in luv even when ii n0e ppl r finding f0r their luv...
y ii hate being in luv? c0s ii scare t0 l0se...
haiish...
nw pending f0r mai wk t0 start 0n 14 Sep ii started t0 tink...
wad if ii g0 n wk wad w0uld he be d0ing at hm?
will he s0 int0 his game until he f0rget he still haf mi?
well idk...
ii reali haf plenty 0f qus f0r myself...
first qus...
-y wldn't ii trust him? iish it c0s ii luv him t00 much till i'm afraid t0 l0se him?
-y ii dun lyk him game s0 much as ii n0e it part 0f his h0bby? c0s ii scare he might lyk sum1 else 0n9 as we n0e each 0ther frm gaming 0s0...
-y ii jus cant be p0sitive while wif him? c0s ii n0e he iish t00 gd f0r mi... etc;l00k n ....
-y ii jus cant understand wad he iish tinking at tym? c0s wad ii n0e iish i'm reali reali afraid t0 l0se him....
iish tis all mai answer?
idk...
well if he wanna leave he will leave...
it a fact tt ii cant change...maybe ii sld tink p0sitive n st0p l00kin bckward 0f wad haf happen 2yr ag0...
ii sld be fair t0 him...
yeapp indeed..ii sld nt bring the past int0 mai present nw...
jus wanna tell him
8 w0rd, 3 letter 1 meaning
I LOVE YOU!

2009-09-04T19:04:00.002+08:00

eee singtel c0nnecti0n reali sux lyk hell...
actly there iish n0 pr0blem wif bl0gger..
it the c0nnecti0n!!
when ii at hm using mai starhub c0nnecti0n dere iish n0 pr0blem
but when ii was at bee hse the whole ting g0ne hay wire...
=.=
argh...
nvm...
at least t0dae i'm in gd m00d :D
ii pass mai BASIC THE0RY TEST wh00ts~
as well as frm 14 step ii start wk ler...
gd news happen all at 0nce t0dae~~
:D
hmm ltd g0ing cycling wif
bee,ah di,huimin n c0. again :D
update m0re when tis t00pid singtel tingy s0lve...
but tink it inp0ssible...

0kie jus cme bck frm mai cycling...
0verall 0nli a w0rd ii can sae which iish TIRE~
hmmm nt tt fun lyk last wk...
nw wh0le b0dy lyk lime s0 s0ur...
tink ii st0p here barhx
the c9nnecti0n still gt pr0blem...

2009-09-01T21:59:00.002+08:00

t0dae went f0r mai interview...
waiting f0r reply h0pe iish a gd reply :D
hmm t0dae iish mi n bf's de 2nd anniversary
but due t0 0ur financial pr0blem we din reali celebrate 0r br0ught each 0ther gift..
faster get a j0b ):

2009-08-31T21:23:00.009+08:00

todae receive 2 agency de call...
hmm s0 tml ii haf an interview
h0pefully ii did well f0r mai interview? :D *bless myself*
hmm shall update mai recent activity

sun [30.08.09]
wake up at ard 2pm++
t0 h0ugang p0int t0 mit zhiwen...tgt wif bf's n ah di
having bad m00d but dun0 y perhaps t00 tire 0f the past 2 dae activity l0ls...
mit up wif zhiwen awhile went mac eat shacker fried
left t0 tan t0ck seng h0spital t0 visit ah b0y...
slack dere chat wif him plae wif his bed we left ard 8plus
cab t0 bf's hse...
t00 tire wanted t00 slp den haf a small quarrel wif him...
aft awhile we fine ler jiu went t0 slp ler
l0ls...

sat [29.08.09]
wake up at n00n again :D
due t0 the heavy activity 0n fri nitex
den tgt wif mi, bf's n ah di we went h0ugang p0int
eat mac had mac spicy meal f0r mai entire dae...
den at nitex ard 10++
dun0 hu ji0 f0r cycling again..
tink iish myself :D
den mi,bf's,ah di, huimin n his s0 c0r ah jack
the 5 0f us dam zai...
we frm serang00n n0rth ave 4 cycle all the wai t0 geylang l0r0ng 40smth
JUST T0
....
....
....
....
"drink s0ya bean n eat y0u tia0"
=.=
aft eating n drinking finalli set 0f t0 east c0ast...
unbelievable man ii can actly cycle t0 east c0ast leh...
wh00ts...
went dere t0 find bf's de er jiu but 0n the j0urney
ii injure mai leg...
till nw mai leg still pain luh ):
mai leg dam pain bt ii still f0rce myself t0 cycle...
finali reach n slack dere b0ut 1 hr er jiu leaving s0 he l0ng bang us hm :S
aft tt he alight us at his hse dere den we c0ntinue
cycle hm tt all luh :D

fri [29.08.09]
mit ah di f0r dinner at amk central de S11
intented t0 help him change his bl0g skin de den in the end
singtel SUX luh...
using their c0nnecti0n ii cant even update mai bl0g...
=.=
s0 due t0 the bl0gger pr0blem din reali get t0 help ah di wif his bl0g much...
s0rry...
cant d0 anithing f0r his bl0g
s0 mi.bf's,hhuimin n ah di g0 k0pitiam get 0urself sum drink n 0s0
escape awai frm jian ha0 ann0yiing v0ice :S
went k0pitiam chit chat den huimin decided t0 g0 f0r cycling
s0 we 0n her luh...
saw ah b0y n his fren at k0pitiam s0 we ask dem if they wanna j0in
dere 0n 0s0..
end up mi,bf's,huimin,ahdi,ah b0y n ah 0ng the 6 0f us's
cycle frm bf's hse all the wai t0 serang00n garden f0r nth...
l0ls sum m0re raining dae sia...
s0 fun :D aniwai shall p0st till here (:
ta-rah~

tym nw iish 11.16PM
34mins m0re t0 0ur
2nd ANNIVERSARY~ :D

2009-08-27T20:59:00.001+08:00

the nitexmare in mai dream iish cming true?
ii feel tt we r drifting apart..
wad iish making us lyk tis?
can ue tell mi?

2009-08-25T13:29:00.005+08:00

ytd went j0h0r wif bf,huimin n zi lin
0verall was fun xD
as well as we spend al0t 0f $
but w0rth spending >.<

(T0p) bac0n r0ll wif sweet n s0ur sauce
(B0tt0m) Fired Meat Dumpling , Chicken Ham r0ll wif th0usand island sauce
tis iish the dish tt we 0rderd
be0fre heading f0r 0ur singing sessi0n

Neway (sum hw iish similiar t0 s'p0re K-b0x)
all 0f us busy selecting s0ng as well as 0ur ch0ice 0f drink l0ls
except f0r huimin busy taking f0t0 0f us

Bf's Back View

Bf's Fr0nt View
did ue tink wad i'm tinking?
wen he iish singing his facial expressi0n l00k lyk he haf
difficulty in d0ing his business :X

(Left) Mi, Huimin
nve haf a chance t0 tak f0t0 wif huimin bef0re...
here it g0es... xD

Mable Drink~
isn't it cute?tis drink use to haf in s'p0re but nw iish bann
c0s they scare kid drink the marble as well =.="
but ii f0und it at j0h0r :D whee

XXL L0lip0p~
finali f0und tis bubblegum which iish hidden in
a l0lip0p... hahas tis iish safe f0r us t0 bring frm msia t0 s'p0re
as we haf a excuse saying" we dun0 inside iish bubble gum"
l0ls..

Dentyne Fruity Chewing Gum~
l0ls came acr0ss tis at msia wats0ns
hahas iish nice but iish expensive as well ):
but tink w0rth buying :X

Cr0ss Sh0e~
find tis sh0e dam cute s0 decided t0 buy w/0 tinking l0ls...
bef0re tt alrdy plan wif bf t0 buy a similar sh0e lyk tis in s'p0re
but saw it at msia s0 might as well buy it dere c0s it cheaper 0s0...
t00 bad 0nli ii br0ught n0 male design n n0 bf fav0urite c0l0ur "0range"~

Silkygirl cosmetics~
br0ugt mai blusher and BB cream
dun intented t0 buy tis brand de but den the rest 0f the brand iish m0re
expensive as c0mpare t0 s'p0re s0 br0ught tis cheap de :X

polo ralph lauren tee
Fr0nt View

polo ralph lauren tee
Back View
Br0ught tis p0l0 Tee f0r bf's as ii n0e he lyk the l0g0 0f
tis shirt al0t :D glad he lyk it al0t >.<

tt all~
hahas was a tire-ing dae ytd...
reach hm abt 10pm...
ii nid t0 find a j0b asap nw~
s0 tt ii will haf inc0me f0r mai nxt 0uting t0 0versea wif fren :D
whee whee...

2009-08-25T13:10:00.006+08:00

As Per Pr0mise 0n mai previ0us p0st ii will upl0ad ph0t0 0n the k-b0x 0ut-ing
here it iish

PH0T0 TAKEN 0N 22.08.09

(Left) kat, mi,zi lin & hui min

(T0p)ah di, pee Ann, bf's, peng, zhi wen, kelvin
(Bott0m) zi lin, mi, kat, huimin

(T0p)ah di, pee Ann, bf's, peng, zhi wen
(Bott0m) zi lin, mi, kat, huimin

(Left)bf's, zhi wen, peng, ah di, pee ann, kelvin

(Left)bf's, zhi wen, peng, pee ann, ah di, kelvin

2009-08-23T20:24:00.002+08:00

t0dae ii lyk 0nli slept f0r 3 h0ur nia...
c0s mi n bf reach hm ard 8am plus n ii nid t0 wake uo lyk 11 jus t0
teach mai sis hw t0 bake c00kie~ =.=
until nw left sum 0f mai energy t0 p0st wadever happen recently...
s0 basically t0dae mai wh0le event iish
teach mai sis bake c00kie nth speacial tt all l0ls

[22.08.09] Sat
same thing rest f0r few h0ur nia c0s
the wh0le 0f fridae nitex we went t0 peng hse n t0n till m0rning 8am
whrby every1 decided t0 tak a nap first...
wake up at 2plus in the n00n...
den aft tt bath n preapre myself t0 mit Ah di,Pee ann & Co.
went t0 AMK hub t0 get their fren belated b'dae present...
den aft tt went t0 A-star t0 get 0urself sum drink as well as
t0 waste part 0f the tym bef0re meeting the 0ther rest l0ls...
r0t...
...
...
till lyk 7pm ++ went t0 bf "ER YI" sh0p t0 get pee ann fl0wer f0r her...
aft tt cab dw t0 AMK Central area again f0r K-b0x sessi0n...
was s0 high dere... l0ls
at first 0nli 5 0f us in the rm...
den aft tt m0re n m0re j0ining s0 t0tal up we gt 11 palx in 0ne medium rm...
g0sh s0 c0zy :X
l0ls...
mai bitch cme t00...
while waiting f0r her arriver
mi bf n pee ann went t0 AMK MRT stati0n t0 fetch her...
aft tt when zi lin came all 0f us leave the rm n let them haf their private tym...
c0s it was when pee ann wanna tell mai bitch hw he feel abt her...
s0 sweet ):
well...t0 m0st gal when they recieve r0ses frm guy they will be happi
bt if the guy gift a r0se as well as a card wif wad he wanted t0 sae...
ii tink all gal will be crazy crying f0r that t0uching m0ment...
c0s i'm nt the 0ne he was aft but as his fren see-ing him put in s0 much eff0rt n yet t0
n0e the 0utcme...
wad ii can d0 iish jus wish him gd luv...
(pee ann dun be 0ver disapp0inted waiting f0r her answer...jus tell urself
at least ue try even it was a failure...(: ue make mi, ah di n the rest feel pr0ud 0f ue!!)
that all ii wanted t0 sae...
aft k b0x was ard 3am it was raining heavily
s0 t00k al0t 0f pic.. will p0st it later 0n..
aft f0t0 sessi0n went t0 bugis LAN...
l0ls ard 8am hm sweet hm..

[23.08.09] Fri
M0rning, Aftern00n n0 event until ard 7plus went t0 AMK A-star dere as
we r t0n-ing t0nitex at peng hse...
wait f0r the rest till ard 12mn
all reach n we walk tgt t0 peng hse...
when reach dere was helping
Pee ann n zhi wen editing their bl0g...
until ii miss mai man lak ):
but ii play 2 tym ll0st 2 tym lucky tt tym ii din j0in in l0ls...
aft man lak ard 4am+ Peng gf kat g0 plae th0se h0rr0r m0vie ii kip 0n
screaming l0ls...
watch till 8am plus hm sweet hm...

2009-08-18T22:16:00.004+08:00

tis few dae been spending m0st 0f mai $ 0n man lat l0ls
mai p0cket lyk ikan bilis s0 dried
nw ii mus 0ffically ann0unce~
I'M BR0KE~

17.08.09
ytd went t0 PS t0 mit pee ann,bitch n ah di... as well as 2 unkn0wn ppl (bitch fren)
which mai side de ppl find dem unfriendly l0ls~
well jus cant be b0ther wif dem c0s ii <3 mai side de can le :D
went t0 PS de k0pitiam eat den aft tt s0 went t0 buy m0vie ticket
"whr gt gh0st" l0ls...sh0w start at 8.50pm
s0 we all still gt r0ughly sum tym t0 slack s0 dey all went t0 arcade =.="
hahas all the game we had in the arcade make us behave lyk
sia0 char b0/ta b0r c0s all went t0 plae the basketball de machine
the wai they thr0w the ball ii d0ubt ue passer by dare nt walk pass
c0s ue might nt n0e when ue will kena ur head by the flying ball xD
.....
.....
.....
8.55pm went in t0 the m0vie theatre
wah ii can sae g0lden village de c0mmercial dam F! l0ng l0ls
ard 9.10pm lidat sh0w started l0ls
the sh0w dam funni xD nt bad
mai rate f0r tt sh0w wld be 7.5*/10*
aft m0vie 12mn went t0 bf hse man lat...
damn ii dun wan man lat ler dam suay...
alwai l0se...
t0n all the wai... till 4plus all hungry s0 we 0rder mac delivery muhahah
den ah di left aft the meal...
n left mi,bf,pee ann n bitch we slack chit chat till 8am f0r mi n 7am f0r pee ann n bitch
they b0th
lyk PIG!!
:X
0h ya plan wif huimin,bf n bitch tis cming thru j0h0r~
:D
*ps: let mi f0und a j0b s00n *_*
h0pe bitch n pee ann de percentage bar will increase xD
wh00t~

16.08.09
bf,ziwen,pee ann n ah di mit us at l0t1
c0s ah di gt c0mpany event s0 the l0cati0n f0r the event iish at west area
which i;m stayin at west s0 he came dw n l00k f0r us...
went l0t 1 haf 0ur dinner...
den aft tt zhiwen j0in in as he b00king in t0 his camp
went t0 search ard chua chu kang HDB v0id deck f0r chair...
s0 the 5 0f us walk ard t0 find...
f0und 1 but gt ppl s0nh ka s0 we went t0 an0ther side...
n surprisingly cha0 chu kang de v0id deck n0 chair de l0...
KNS~~
bukit panjang beta ^^v
f0und a chair finalli slack awhile
den suggested cme mai hse man lat
at first mama help mi win al0t aft tt sum ma lu ting happen
gif ah di,pee ann n zhiwen benefit t0 SUAN mi >:(
s0 luff h0r~
there will be a chance f0r ur t0 let mi suan.
man lat all the wai till 11pm ah di n pee ann
hm sweet hm :D

14.08.09
went t0 b0at quey wif bf,ah di n c0...
wen t0 beer belly supp0rt mai fren de pub...
we 0pen 2 btl martell,1 j0nny walker..
t0tal bill $470++
wah ka0 s0 ex l0ls...
all 0f us drink al0t..
but 0ver rall it was fun alth0ugh iish tiring...
c0s aft we left the pub was alreadi 3am
aft tt went singap0re river slack awhile
c0s the smelly breeze dere can hrlp relief the drunk-ness f0r th0se hu drink al0t..
slack awhile nia den we went t0 "la0 pa sa"
s0 dam far l0ls br0ught drink den sum reali F! smelly ting enc0unter went t0 was slacking dere
make mi luff till cry
aniwai...
aft tt went bf hse man lat till m0rning 10am
everydae n0 wk lidat will die eh~
=.=

2009-08-12T22:12:00.002+08:00

t0dae wen watch up 3D wif bf 0ver rall it was mi n bf
first experience watching 3D m0vie l0ls...
quite fun >.< but will get headache l0l...
nw i'm t0tally br0ke...
when can ii find a j0b? when can ii enj0y myself w/0 thinging 0f $ issue?
when can ii help ppl ard mi wif their $ issue when can ii dun haf t0
0wn mai fren s0 mani debt?
haiish
everything iish abt $ at mai age
jus h0pe ii will be a kid f0rever
我不想，我不想，不想长大~

2009-08-10T01:30:00.002+08:00

haiish well wking as a pr0m0ter isn't easy at all...
but f0r the sake f0r mai inc0me...
ii lyk standing f0r 12hr since ytdn t0dae...
tian arh...still gt 6 m0re dae t0 g0...and nw ii feeling the tireness 0f mai leg...
=.=
sian~
parent went t0 malaysia t0 enj0y life,
br0 reservice f0r 1mth sis m0ve 0ut lia0 hse = n0 b0dy
but hse supp0se t0 haf mi al0ne but due t0 wk..
ii din g0 hm b0ut 2 dae lia0...
g0 wk frm bee bee hse xi0ng leh frm serang00n n0rth t0 bukit bat0k
ii tink mai 0wn hse iish nearest l0...
but bee bee family 0s0 g0 east c0ast camp
hse n0 b0dy 0nli the 2 0f us~
wheee
ii still sian when tinking 0f g0ing frm huuby hse t0 mine hse =.=
aniwai...
saw mai san san at hubby hse realise she g0na die s00n ):
her m0uth dere gt smth which ii dun0 hw t0 discribe
n she iish deaf s0 p00r thing l0r...
dun dare t0 c t00 much even thr0ug ii pity her...
but seeing it make mi heart ache ):
well tml gt wk again sian...
ta-rah~
sign 0ff f0r nw c0s bee bee n ii tire ler...

2009-08-04T19:09:00.003+08:00

whee bl0gger went bck t0 n0rmal
recently busy watching hmm 2yr ag0 de drama
c0s (why why love 换换爱)
0h mai tian the guy ended up wif yang chen ling de
s0 hands0me...
haiish hw ii h0pe ii b0rn in taiwan
ar b0 a taiwan bf ):
well well...
s0 0ther den watching drama at hm 0f c0s~
been lacking 0f slp...
sat by rite wanted t0 stay at hm but bf meeting ah di @ AMK
s0 we all the wai train dw t0 AMK
jus t0 mit den aft tt went t0 ah di fren hse plae man lak
l0ls~
playin man lak seem lyk a n0rmal activity f0r us lia0...
we frm 10 plus play man lak till 2.30am lidat
den aft tt ah di ask bf if he can stay at his hse
bf agree s0 aft the game bf,mi n ah di the 3 0f us walk hm frm ah di fren hse
iish lyk a 20min nitex scr0ll
n0 nitex breeze de but walk n walk finali reach hm
bath n plae un0 wif bf sis
s0 the 4 0f us plae un0 till 4plus lidat we chit chat
l0ls 0ur t0pic iish abt 0CH n gh0st
chat chat chat 7am lia0 but the sky still bit dark den bf sis dun dare g0 bck
t0 her rm t0 slp
she stay in bf rm till 8 den g0 bck slp
l0ls...
in between bf mum make mi feel she dun respect us al0t
detail well n0 p0int t0 menti0n...
hmmm n as f0r sun d0 nth
ytd wen j0h0r wif bf n his fren
l0ls nt bad luh
br0ught myself thing
xD
aft tt hm sweet hm...

2009-07-26T02:16:00.003+08:00

ii believe the meaning 0f
Every h0useh0ld has his own difficulties.
0r it mean
家家有本难念的经 (jia jia y0u ben nan nian de jing)

can ani1 tell mi wad i'm facing each dae @ bf's hse ii can use tis w0rd t0 apply 0n it?
hmm n0?
s0 far...
all his family iish 0kie
EXCEPT
0f that veri 2 particular pers0n which iish nt veri nice f0r mi t0 sae it here...
ppl hu n0e it
well...
(it nth special if ue reali n0e)
it nt a h0urn0r ting t0 let ppl n0e..
but ii jus nid a listening ear!!
tt all!!
hw ii h0pe y0shi iish mai 0wn d0g...
ii mean will be staying wif us all the wai
c0s he bel0ng t0 mai sis ):
he the 0nli living thing ii trust in tis w0rld...
haiish but he iish leaving mi...
ue n0e wad?
recently was reali veri suay
indeed iish sibei suay till t0 the extent
ii feel lyk mai life sld end HERE
i'm super duper tuper br0ke nw~
ii nid al0t al0t 0f $
f0r mi t0 actly g0 sum place 0ut 0f tis tiny island
t0 f0rget th0se thing tt th0se fcker did?
well...it jus a fat h0pe...
nah...
can 0nli happen every nite in mai dream but wun cme true...
ue see y ii was s0 freaking fed up?
becme ii was disapp0inted tt y bf actly haf tis
s0 PCB cum fcking RUBE br0...
ii n0e ii cant blame a 10yr 0ld kid f0r being rude aftall
he iish still y0ung
but ue c
he iish jus sp0ilt!
t0dae...
was actly veri angry b0ut the thing happen ytd but den
aft the misunderstanding was sl0ve thing went bck t0 n0rmal...
went t0 wtach harry p0tter wif bf,k0rk0r n his gf amanda..
everything went sm00tly
afttt went t0 meet bf c0ursin ah di n ziwen
nth t0 d0 s0 they plan t0 cme bf hse n slack
s0 the 4 0f us l0ck 0urself up in bf rm...
chatting happily until tis bl00dy rude b0i
banging n kn0cking the rm wanted t0 cme in but we refuse...
we c0ntinue 0ur chat as usual
den suddenly
he used a key 0pen up bf rm n cme in himself?
wtf rite?
was damn damn pissed 0ff...
haiish but wad can ii d0...
i'm alwai a 0utsided if ii t0ld ppl abt mai feeling
wad ii gt frm dem iish jus
T0LERATE
but hw l0ng can ii t0lerate?
Ahhhhh~
Life jus seem s0 sux if thing dun g0 sm00tly
tis c0ncept apply t0 mi everydae
yes iish
EVERYDAY!

2009-07-24T14:53:00.002+08:00

ii reali tire f0r tis relati0ship ler...
ii n0e ue did all wai t0 stratify ting ii wanted..
but ue will nve stratify mi wif ur attitude...
ue wun be rude t0 mi ii n0e... ue r a gif n tak pers0n..
but dun ue n0e? ue alwai ctr8 tr0uble f0r mi?
ii reali gt al0t 0f mine 0wn pr0blem t0 tink abt...
mai 0nli balance left ii gif it all t0 ue jus scare tt ue dun haf enuff t0 eat..
but due t0 ur carelessness...
ue reali cause al0t 0f thing f0r mi...
wad sld ii d0?
can blame ue rite?
ii can 0nli blame myself
f0r kip trusting ue ended up
ii get myself hurt lyk wad...
ii n0e ii nt a gd gf...
ii nt a gf tt will be gentle t0 ue understanding wad ue wan..
ii luv ue n it real...
tt y every little thing ue did t0 mi ii felt lyk
the w0rld iish ending...
ii can sae easily tt ii can ch00se t0 leave ue..
mai s0ul, mai b0dy,mai everything
can leave ue
except f0r mai heart n mind will alwai be ur...
ii jus dun understand?
y when a relati0nship g0es thr0ugh
s0 much rain n shine
aft all it still s0 fragile...

2009-07-18T00:49:00.007+08:00

RAMDOM POSE~

Ta-rah.. Recently nth t0 d0 @ hm n 0s0 due t0 mai current hair
I DUN DARE G0 0UT!!

t00k sum pic dae ag0 shall p0st it nw (:
enj0y...

his the man ii luv (:

tt tym t00k last train hm
train seem s0 empty xD

mai new hairstyle..
dun dare t0 sh0w mai face =.=

narhx..
dare t0 sh0w le
c0s tis pic seem blur xD

mi n shuhui (sec sch fren)
0h mai tian~ tis pic ii
l00k s0 "CHUI"

mi n bf's

c carefully
mai y0shi s0 p00r thing
mai k0r still l00k s0 happi =.="

lastly~
mai y0shi n0e hw t0 shake hand le~
:D
s0 cute narhx
luv him..

2009-07-15T14:43:00.003+08:00

t0dae went t0 mai hse dwstair f0r a haircut
result ended up =.="
dun0 hw t0 sae...
awww...
tell tt pers0n hu help mi cut mai hair de t0 cut mai hair layer n thinner c0s mai hair to0 thick
wtf aft finish cutting ii realise mai hair lyk few cm sh0rter
T_T
y ii intented t0 cut?
thx t0 ue guy (ue n0e hu ii referring t0)
kip giving mi a nick lyk li0n head arh, li0n arh..n s0 0n

make mi du lan g0 cut =.="
awww
ii damn regret lah can?
bf 0s0 went cut hair but den the result 0s0 :X
he at first wanted t0 g0 h0ugang dere t0 cut all the wai frm mai hse
but den we meeting mai fren @ 4.30pm
the tym iish lyk quite pack..
s0 kip saik0 him cut @ mai hse dwstair l0ls...
lyk bef0re n after n0 different ehs =.="
sry bee bee l0ls ):
h0pe ur hair n mai hair grew bck t0 the 0riginal fast fast
*wink wink*

2009-07-14T00:01:00.003+08:00

g0sh i'm j0bless nw!!
and i'm quit regret f0r the harsh desici0n made...
but b0 bian the j0b itself 0s0 sux :X
find a qu0te tt r quite meaningful...
l0ls maybe nxt tym when ii find an0ther j0b ler n meet the same
type 0f fcking b0sses again ii sld tell myself tis?

We should be taught not to wait for inspiration to start a thing.
Action always generates inspiration. Inspiration seldom generates action.

l0ls isn't it meaningful?
haiya ii desp0 f0r j0b nw sia...
helppppp~
):

2009-07-11T13:30:00.002+08:00

hell0!
qutie a l0t 0f thing t0 update actly but due t0 mai
"sh0rt term mem0ry"
shall p0st th0se tt ii can REM :X
l0ls...
hmm 2 dae ag0 ii spend all mai saving jus t0 get a lapt0p
l0ls..
c0s mai deskt0p reali make mai life sh0rten dun0 hw much n0rhx..
den ytd [10.07.2009]
went alm0st lyk ard the w0rld singap0re t0 find j0b wtf...
den all pay sux lyk wad...
:X
l0ls..
all the wai frm m0rning t0 nitex
damn tire n0rhx...
as f0r t0dae..
went tgt wif hubby t0 tak 0ur basic evaluati0n
wh00t h00t~
ii pass~
sc0re 70/70
^^v
happi bt well still gt mai BTT as well as FTT
s0 still mus wk hard..
gambateh!
tink gt al0t ii din update but nvetheless
will try t0 update m0re abt t0dae event
meeting zilin n hubby c0ursin n co.
dun0 whr r we g0ing ltd O.o

2009-07-03T01:22:00.015+08:00

t0dae p0st will be m0stly picture p0st
h0pe wun b0red ur reader up l0ls

basically i'm already resigned frm mai wk

t00k al0t 0f pic wif mai c0lleagues..(:

xia0 yun & mi

mi zi lian xD

Felicia & mi

l0ls =.=

zi lian xD

j0anna & mi

tammy & mi

0mg scary

mum & mi

F4 again

lastly mai y0shi

2009-06-29T16:46:00.003+08:00

somehow...every single thing iish messing 0r s0 c0r affecting mai life nw...

ii jus wan a simple and non-c0mplicated life...

iish tt s0 hard f0r "YOU" t0 make mai wish cme true?

YOU as in ppl 0ut dere every whr..

HAIISH!

well~~

let p0st smth which happen since sat (:

let the past tense be the past..

Saturday 27.06.2009

was hubby pay dae as well as mine..

but ii did nt get mai pay yet c0s mai last dae wld be tml

s0 they will gif mi all tgt aft 30 june...

*h0pe*

meet up ah di n his fren as well as BF

we went t0 A star f0r drink n f00d..

as well as t0k c0ck l0ls..

was relaxing cum fun when ii was wif dem...

dun nid t0 tink s0 much...

at least...

aft 0ur c0ck sessi0n we went AMK hub walk ard

till dun0 hu suggested we g0 bf hse dwstair play ping p0ng..

l0ls quite lame :X

aft tt by rite we meet BF at A star de since

they wan t0 play ping p0ng at Bf hse dwstair s0 ask BF directly cme hm...

aft their game already 12mn plus lia0

s0 peng left us n he headed bck hm...

left the f0llwing us

Ah di,ziwen,pee ann as well as mi n bf

his parent all went t0 bed0k jetty s0

the hse iish lyk 0ur n0 law...

l0ls

we playin black jack again...

tis tym ii win $ again :D

hees..

bla bla bla

all the wai till 4.20am

we ended 0ur game hm sweet sweet hm

Sunday 28.06.2009

went bk t0 mai 0wn hse...

supp0se t0 meet mai sec sch fren g0 bugis de lazy l0ls

s0 nve meet dem instead ii went hm n r0t...

was playin wif y0shi s0 0n aft tt

jie drive mi n fy(jie bf) hm c0s we same place serang00n area...

l0ls..

was chatting n luffing thr0ugh0ut the wh0le journey

reach le went sheng si0ng buy stuff to make mai

pineapple tart for mai c0llagues c0s tml 30.06.2009

iish mai last dae ler

was fun making the tart but tire-ing lucky

bf help mi >.<

thx bee bee :D

finish clearing up the mess we t0 sweet..

TODAE

so how feel abit sian cum disapp0inted

c0s n0 0ne seem t0 b0ther abt mi leaving..

t0 them i'm jus a invisible nia...

well but i'm happi t0 have n0e us as mai fren 0r c0llague

it quite a waste tt we 0nli n0e wach 0ther f0r few mth but

ii still happi wif wad ii haf nw..

will upl0ad pic f0r mai pineapple tart n s0 0n

stay tune... (:

*btw y mai tagb0ard still s0 quiet de? haiish ):

sum0ne tag mi plsssss~~~~~

2009-06-27T14:01:00.002+08:00

sian every0ne in mai 0ffice get their pay ler but ii haben get ):

left m0n n tue den mi free le wh00t h00ts~

but n0 $ t0 use lia0...

BF dun all0w mi t0 wk at pub den quarrel wif him till veri jia lat

alm0st break 0ff...

cry n cry the wh0le dae den nve turn up t0 wk ytd

c0s mai eye lyk g0ld fish de ):

sry bitch ii pr0miss ue ler but den last min tell ue ii dun wan wk ler...

ii wanted t0 wk de but haiish ue n0e

de narhx mai hse tt tiger dun let mi ):

recently felt tt he had change al0t since the dae we n0e each 0ther...

al0t 0f thing ii use t0 d0 nw all cnt ler...

mai life iish t0tally been c0ntr0l...

HATE IT MAN!

bitch ii nid ue narhx...

haiish...

he alwai break mai heart make mi cry f0r him every nw n den...

nt lyk wad we use t0 be...

RELATI0NSHIP SUX!!

haiish...

在爱情的世界里，

没有谁对不起谁

只有谁不懂得珍惜谁。。。

2009-06-24T11:58:00.005+08:00

recently ii wanted t0 ask myself wad d0 ii reali wan...

but the answer till nw iish still a curious t0 myself...

hmm recently nth much happen

same 0ld thing n0rhx lifeless thing..

9am wake up prepare g0 wk

9.45am wait f0r bus t0 wk

10.35am reach 0ffice

11am start wk

.....

all the wai till 8.30pm g0 hm

reach hm at abt 9.35pm

den bath watch tv 2mm slp

lifeless right?

but mai lifeless activity g0na end s00n...

wh000t~h000ts~~~

tis sat g0na start mai first dae 0f wk at xxxxxx

but hubby seem nt happi

haiish b0 bian n0 inc0me if ii n0 part tym wk

*ps xxxxxx dun think wr0ngly arh nt th0se chinese at geylang h0r...

prehaps ii wun wk at xxxxxxx barhx 0mg c0nfuse sia!!!!

ii nid $ but in an0ther wai ii dun wan BF t0 sad...

g0d kill mi pls ):

the fact tt human fall in

"L0VE"

iish jus s0

"MIRACLE"...

2009-06-21T19:19:00.006+08:00

firstly
HAPPY FATHER'S DAE

t0 all father~
t0dae meet mai bitch went t0 eat den walk walk ard...
g0 AMK hub den t0 yishun den aft tt mai hse l0ls...
let her see mai d0g >.< den aft tt help her make her nail..
aft tt she went t0 meet her family t0 celebrate father dae i'm g0ing f0r mine t00...
will update the pic but f0r nw update sum pic tt mi n bitch taken t0dae..
0h ya father finally let us haf a d0g..
sis br0ught a shiba inu which c0st $4k he still a puppy >.<
s0 cute haha taken pic while he was slpin will update m0re 0f his ph0t0...
(:

luv her~

nve capture pr0perly

b0th 0f us slut face :X

baby y0shi ^^

2009-06-19T10:51:00.002+08:00

ii tender mai resignati0n t0 mai manager ler

he l00k abit sad but hu care~

l0ls X:

end 0f tis mth iish mai last dae ler

n0 j0b n0 $

den zilin ji0 mi g0 wk as a pub waitress wif her X:

at first hubby dun all0w bt ii sae temp nia ii jus wan the $

tt all~~

meeting mai bitch tis cming sun yeah yeah~~

(: miss dem badly sia..

tis cming wkend mai time iish quite peak..

hw t0 sae? tis cming sat ii gt mai basic ther0y less0n

den aft tt prehaps meet ah di den sun g0 gai gai wif bitch

yay!dun scare ii will r0t at hm ler...

shall update m0re ph0t0 in mai bl0g ii find it all w0rd n0 pic

n0 w0nder n0 reader =.=

l0ls

2009-06-16T17:40:00.002+08:00

tis wed ii g0na tell mai manager ii wan RESIGN!

i'm fed up wif him leh bl00dy idi0t...

whee whee tis wk tink gt al0 0f event s0 wun r0t @ hm ler barhx :X

fri nitex g0ing pub wif zilin they all (maybe)

sat aftn00n gt basic ther0y less0n aft les0n

perhaps meet peiling...

sun hmm meet zilin gai gai xD

wheee~

sian actly ii have bad m00d recently c0s 0f tis j0b

was thinking t0 quit 0r n0t but finally ii came up wif final

c0nclusi0n which iish t0 RESIGN!

nid a new j0b badly~

2009-06-14T18:07:00.002+08:00

well t0dae iish an0ther dae r0tting @ hm again c0s bee bee was wking ):
basically by rite meeting mai fren g0 PC fair de
den think ab0ut the human cr0wd there ii t0ld mai fren...
weather if we sld came up with an0ther pace t0 g0?
den she sae she have n0 idea whr t0 g0 s0 d0 ii?
ended up nve g0 ani whr t0dae wh0le dae at hm r0t, watch lame sh0w using c0m...
but quite fed up wif mai c0m luh...
kip 0n restart NB!
sian luh tml iish an0ther brand new wk...
g0na wk n c mai manager SIAN!!
thinking abt tt make mi dun feel lyk g0ing t0 wk n0rhx...
):!!
ii gt the argh t0 tell mai manager ii dun wan wk ler..
but nid t0 find an0ther wk first bef0re i'm being s0 hursh...
sian narhx...
misses mai bee bee badly...

2009-06-13T16:59:00.002+08:00

t0dae went t0 wk half dae which mean frm 10.30am to 2.30pm
den mai manager d0 appraisal wif mi f0r mai c0nfirmati0n de...
nvr did ii find 0ut tt mai manager s0 CB wan l0...
he actly g0 wr0te d0wn th0se thing which r s0 small matter
lyk i'm late etc.. n wanted mi t0 sign...
well i'm fine wif signing tt t00pid lame f0rm
BUT he fck lah!
gt 1 he which he rec0rd dw sae mi nve inf0rm him when he iish nt ard n there iish a email f0r him
pls l0r ii c0r him 3 tym tt dae he nve answe...
KNN
ue nve ans the f0ne 0s0 mai fault?
eh pls c0me 0n i'm ur admin nt ur nanny 0kie?
nid mi teach ue hw t0 answer ur bl00dy f0ne?
n0 rite?
piang eh...
aft the appraisal was d0ne...
ii veri dulan...
t0ld mai c0lleagues abt him
den all reacti0n iish:
wah la0 eh he s0 fck up de arh?
L0LS!!
HAR N0RHX
nw den ue all n0e.. =.=
l0ls...s0 bad =X
chat chat chat f0r awhile all tell mi they actly 0s0 wan quit
lma0
see lah p0pular!!
p0p ur pi gu luh =X
s0 mani ppl dun wan wk f0r ur!
p0licy sux,managements sux b0sses 0s0 sux...
TSK TSK TSK...
den aft make up mai mind ii tell mai manager
weather if he can delay mai c0nfirmati0n date
c0s if ii kena cfm ler h0r ii nid t0 serve 1 mth n0tice
might as well delay den ii 1 dae can escape lia0...
ii t0ld him tt he seem veri unhappi den tell mi al0t 0f crap
sae he in retail line 12 yr lia0
n0 c0mpany iish gd 0utside esply f0r mai age
g0 whr 0s0 same f0r mi
den i'm thinkin s0? beta den staying here wif tis type 0f pay rite?
l0ls..l0ls..l0ls..
eeek ii find myself s0 bad...
but serve dem rite if all ppl g0 ler...
=X
ii wan wk SMRT lahh..
pls leh... let mi pass the interview
*pray hard* =D
tink tt all f0r t0dae...
angry...

dun0 when den hubby will st0p playing his game...
i'm waiting the dae t0 c0me badly...
):

2009-06-12T11:04:00.002+08:00

ytd kin mc g0 w00dland dere interview f0r SMRT de cust0mer svc c00rdinat0r...

but ii dun tink successful sian...

they ask mi y d0 ue wan t0 quit ur current j0b n w0rk f0r us?

den ii sae bec0s the l0cati0n 0f mai wk nw iish veri inc0nvenient f0r mi

den they sae whr ue wk?

ii sae tampines they lyk sh0ck but aft c0ming t0 the end 0f the interview le

they sae smth make mi sian 1/2

MA DE!!

they sae:

"0kie serene we'r seeing m0re candidate s0 if let sae ue r sh0rtlisted we will

c0r ue d0wn f0r the 2nd interview"

did ue feel wad ii feel?

the part whrby ii highlighter in red

can tell tt they dun wan mi ler... ):

sian sia...

l0ls everytym mi wan act sick ch0u kin MC but ended up i'm reali sick =.=

eek..find myself tr0uble.. :X

F! LUH!! tis p0pular th0ugh iish beta den sherat0n but h0r..

they lyk t0 cheat staff de feeling luh..

2009-06-10T12:12:00.002+08:00

ytd nitex went t0 watch nitex at the museum 2

wif bf at causewai l0ls the sh0w damn funni sia

rating 8.5/10 (:

hmm maybe ii w0uld change mai j0b luh...

tis j0b currently i'm wking at pay sux wking hr 0s0...

nt gd..=X

ytd mai new j0b call mi up they arrange interview f0r mi tml...

s0 tml will kin MC g0 f0r interview...

wh00ts~

h0pe will successful..

dun0 wad t0 update lia0 sia =.=

hell...

hmm h0pe bf wun game game game game!!

TIME T0 GREW UP PLS!

*peiling dun get t0 sad ab0ut ur grandpa death..

life is lidat de...every0ne will leave when 0ur tym iish up..

s0 d0 tell urself th0ugh ur grandpa g0ne le..but he iish alwai living inside

all 0f ue (: cheer up kay..

2009-06-05T11:41:00.002+08:00

s0 slpy sia nw currently i'm wking using 0ffice de c0m t0 plae faceb00k

as well as bl0gging >.<

ytd bef0re slpin was j0king wif hubby..

when ii jus jk tt t0dae ii cha0 kin MC we g0 R0M

his face change >:(

wad the meaning 0f it?

l0ls~~

nxt tym dun wan tak tis t0 j0ke ler ):

his reacti0n hurt mi...

j0ke nia marhx nid s0 seri0us?

veri sian narhx..

still gt 2 m0re wk den get mai pay again..

but nw mi n bee bee br0ke le~~

hw~~~?

haiish nid t0 spend wisely ler...

2009-06-03T20:32:00.003+08:00

aft all everything iish fine between mi n bee bee (:

he first tym wr0te a letter t0 mi n ap0l0gise >.<

but his handwritting :X

0kie luh nt bad keke...

actly everything can be prevented if we willing t0 gif each 0ther tym

t0 haf a nice chat...

and understand hw each 0ther feel instead 0f tinking here n dere....

am ii rite?

yes yes! i'm rite... hee

suddenly while wking ii miss mai bee bee badly ):

that wad ppl alwai sae?

when a cpl quarrel there will seem t0 luv each 0ther m0re n miss dem

l0ls~~

eeek s0 mushy...

aniwai... had nth t0 p0st luh everything iish n0rmal t0dae..

2009-06-02T11:38:00.003+08:00

ytd nitex jus fought wif bf it was the 4th tym he lie 0n mi...

i'm reali tire 0f this relati0nship ler..

every nitex n0 matter hw bad iish mai headache iish...

ii wld f0rce myself t0 stay awake and wait f0r him..

but he alwai disapp0int mi...

haiish

he alwai hurt mi with0ut kn0wing s0..

ytd was 0ur 1yr 9 mth anni he gave mi a veri gd surprise

during valentine dae he 0s0 gave mi similar surprises

preharp ii sld F. 0ff frm his life?

ii d0ubt wad ah di sae was true?...

i'm the gal he luv m0st iish tt reali s0?

can ue tel mi?

iish tt the fact tt ii sld face everytym?

if ue dun luv mi le dun be selfish jus let mi g0...

dun h0ld 0n t0 mi n make mi n ue suffer tgt...

ii ye ge ren suffer jui suan ler ii dun wan ue t0 suffer as well...

d0 tink abt it barhx...

haiish

FK lAH!! ii wan slim dw can? recently kip eat eat eat eat eat

when den ii can st0p sia?!

II WAN SLIM!!

2009-06-01T13:33:00.003+08:00

recently felt veri irritated wif mai b0sses

tian xia de la0 ban du0 shi yi yang de~~~

0h 0h~~

=.=

whee whee~~

during sat aft wk went sh0pping ard @ tampines mall wif j0anna

part timer lai de >.<>

hang ard dere till lyk 4plus? by rite end mai wk @ 2.30

due t0 hubby wking 0n sat veri sian s0

jus trying t0 make myself busy s0 tt ii wun haf t0 g0 bck t0 his hse

s0 early n hear his br0 0r mum KP..

whee ^^v..

reach bf hse ard 5+ bath n get ready meet ah di @ AMK dere

tgt wif his fren first while waiting f0r mai luv t0 end his wk...

sit there frm 7pm t0 hubby cme ard 10.20pm

all the wai i'm r0tting dere :X

c0s their t0pic iish all army

which ii yi dian du0 ting bu d0ng de l0ls...

aniwai...

slack, drink dere lyk ard 7 0f us but 2 went hm s0 lyk

ard 12am plus went t0 ah di fren hse play man lat (english iish jackp0t)

l0ls...

s0 pathetic luh there iish 5 0f us playing den hubby using c0m

all 0f dem was guy n i'm the 0nli gal iish nt the gender which ii feel

pathetic about

iish the am0unt ii use t0 plae l0ls...

all 0f dem gamble 50cent per game but ii kip 0n using 20cent nia l0ls...

but ii win h0r~

ii use $1.30 =X den ii win lyk $3.90~

l0ls~~

if ii n0e ii gamble bigger l0ls...but aniwai...

0nli sat gt event nia...

sun hubby n mi went bck t0 mai hse r0t...

0h yea...

preharp ii wana quit mai current j0b n find a new envir0ment ani intr0?

ii nid $ f0r al0t 0f thing ):

sian...

2009-05-27T20:12:00.002+08:00

t0dae cha0 kin MC dun wan g0 wk l0ls =X

feeling tire luh n an0ther thing iish hear tt san ba annie cming t0 0ur st0re

den haiya dun g0 beta =X

muhaha!

den went t0 bukit bat0k driving centre tgt wif bf f0r enr0llment

we b0th t00k manual but den ii headed hm

ii t0ld mai dad abt it mai dad advise mi tak aut0

ahhh!!!

ii veri ruan sia bef0re mai enr0llment ii g0 ask every0ne sld ii tak aut0 0r tak manual

half sae ii sld tak aut0 half sae manual

hell...

in the end ii tak manual

abit n0 c0nfident f0r mai manual sia ):

): ): ):

eeek

h0pe mai the0ry passsss~

2009-05-24T13:00:00.002+08:00

ytd mi n bf meet ah di @ AMK hub dere

damn b0red we 3 cnt came up wif a idea place t0 g0...

s0 we 3 headed dw t0 east c0ast de bed0k jetty find bf de uncle n releative...

was b0red @ first but aft tt we find 0urself thing t0 d0 which iish

c hw bf uncle caught fish wif NET >.<

he uncle caught al0t 0f prawn,s0t0ng n fish n even wierd creature under the sea

n ii was lyk O.O!!

ii gt myself a baby 0ct0pus (:

s0 cute but ii gave it away ler c0s ii dun0 hw t0 g0 n takkriies 0f it =.="

but mai baby 0ct0per s0 pathetic ue all n0e

0ct0per gt 8 legs but mai 0pt0pus 0nli gt 3!!

all bf fault ): s0 chu lu he dun dare t0uch s0 he use leave t0 push it t0 an0ther leave

until the leg br0ke dia0 5 =.="

well but aft all it a gd experience f0r us

we did enj0y 0urself... :D THX! THX!

0h ya ii rem ytd ii was dam pissed 0ff wif the agent f0r the t00pid BR0THER printer de

ii was supp0se t0 recieve mai IT sh0w de pay n if ii nve rem wr0ngly

mai pay was supp0se t0 be $260+

n ii did sms him n ask him hw much ii earn

he t0ld mi it $262

until ytd ii find 0ut tt mai $ was banked in ii g0 n check it was 0nli

$250 n ii smsed him n ask him hw cme?

KNN he iish s0 irresp0nsible

this is 0ur c0nversati0n thr0ugh SMS

MI: eh jack...ii t0t ue sae mai pay iish $262 hw cme ii 0nli recieve $250?pls reply

JACK(Agent): there is s0me err0r ii tell ue wr0nly la

can ani0ne tell mi is tis the c0rrect wai f0r him t0 t0k t0 mi tis wai

when it his mistak?

ii dam piss 0f le ii reply

MI:zzz lucky ii nve rec0rd dw mai c0mmisi0n if nt ii cfm will sue ue..hell!

zzz ue let mi n0e tt ue'r s0 irresp0nsible n ii shall nt wk f0r ue anim0re aft ii gt mai exp0 pay.

JACK (Agent): ii dun wan ue t0 wk f0r mi aniwai! first i'm nt 0bligated t0 tell ue ur pay thr0ugh sms

sec0nd ue r rude n ridicul0us!!

can sum0ne simply tell mi am ii reali rude?0r if ue were mi ue will did the same thing as wad ii did?

isn't it 0bvi0us he iish cheating 0ur $?n ii gt the rite t0 sae th0se nasty thing t0 him...

bf saw the sms 0s0 he 0s0 piss 0ff he sae he wan c0r br0ther de c0mpany n

sue him l0ls =.=

bf s0 tian zhen...aft all we haf n0 evidence against him HELL!!

tt wad i'm m0st piss 0ff abt...

but t0 warn all 0f ue...

NVE WK F0R HIM IF UE CAME ACR0SS UR FREN WKING AS A

PR0M0TED F0R BR0THER!!ASK THEM QUIT!!

eeek!!

nevertheless tt teach mi a less0n barhx ):

$%^%*^&%$!

tis m0neth g0ing f0r driving enr0llment wif bf (:

gambateh~~~

2009-05-17T01:00:00.002+08:00

t0dae went d0wn t0 tampinies wif beebee,myself,ah di,ah ben,huimin n alex

br0ught bee bee de sister n hubby c0ursin (Ah ben) t0 mai currently wking st0re

g0 dere f0r interview xD

luckily mai manager gt gd impressi0n 0f dem l0ls...

den aft that went t0 eat at tampinies mall eat

den finish eating we slip up as in ah ben g0 meet his fren

den huimin n alex g0 plae p00l

s0 left mi bee bee n ah di

they pei mi g0 hm tak $ den frm mai hse g0 bck t0 AMK dere..

went prawine wif bee bee n his c0ursin again xD

but tis tym rd 0ur prawn iish lyk damn pathetic de =.=

KNS 3 hr mi n bee all t0gether we caught 19 prawn

but ah di 1 ppl nia caught 11 buay pia >.<

l0ls l0ls l0ls~~

aniwai that all ii wanna update barhx sian :X

IT FAIR DE JACK!! WENT MAI $ BANK IN?!

II NID MAI $$!!

2009-05-14T14:47:00.002+08:00

Recently veri du lan wif bee bee br0...

KNN he think he iish the king 0f the h0use...

his parent wan t0 sp0il him n respect him jiu suan le

DUN DRAG MI IN!!

ii dun resecpt ppl hu iish y0unger den mi n 0s0 dun respect ppl himself if he wan a respect frm ppl..

i'm been lyk t0lerating him since the first dae ii stead wif bee bee...

we r g0ing t0 2 yr s00n 0n sep

mai t0lerating gt limit de i'm 0s0 human...

ii cnt alwai bec0s ii gif hubby face n dun wan t0 l0st hubby c0s

0f his br0 ii t0lerate,t0lerate n STILL T0LERATING!

0f nw his br0 alreadi climb t0 mai head lia0...

wth...

ii swear 0nce ii break int0 mai stage m0de ii wun b0ther s0 much lia0...

if fate was t0 break mi n bee bee apart c0s 0f his br0 den ii will have t0

向命运低头

haiish...

II SIBEI SUAY LAH!!!

recently kip wei le $ xin fan...

den ii was lyk kip buy smth t0 eat f0r lunch during wk den mai fd dr0p 0n the wai =.=

iish lyk ii stare the $ fly awai wif mai 0wn eye luh...

ii think ii nid t0 g0 bian bian lia0

tis yr ii fan tai shui haben g0 pray...

haiish...

gif mai collgues luff c0s mai h0td0g ii br0ught @ pasamalam

dr0p L0LS =.=

sian ii HATE MAY II HATE HUBBY BR0!!!

2009-05-12T22:47:00.004+08:00

ii tell ue guy wad...

if ii gt enuff $ ii will find a place to move 0ut l0r...

KNN ii reali cnt tahan his br0 lia0 luh..

he everything 0s0 sae serene serene serene

PCB...

ii dun gif a dam if bee bee family dislike mi luh...

ii gt mai limit 0f his br0 lia0 luh...

if we are being f0rce t0 break up ii 0s0 can

Lan Lan nia...

PCB LA IISH EITHER IF HIS BR0 DIE 0R MI!!!!

2009-05-10T13:47:00.002+08:00

As per menti0n ii shall p0st mai d0g pic here....

miss him s0 much s0 far he iish mai 0nli fren

that r LOYAL t0 mi nia..

sumtym ii dun0 y human nid a fren f0r?

recently recieve an sms frm mai sec0ndary sch fren asking mi

"ue wan t0 buy present f0r yeting"

ii was lyk y sld ii buy f0r her she been backstabbing mi

since sec ii nve sae nia...and she lyk lyk t0 act chi0 infr0nt 0f 0ther guy

BUT!!

she iish nt chi0 0kie!

f0r ppl hu seen her bef0re 0r n0e her pattern will n0e y ii hate her s0 much...

aniwai...been neglecting mai fren s0 much

reali reali mus gif myself a break aft mai this t00pid 3 mth pr0bati0n 0ver

tak leave g0 jalan jalan wif ue all (:

think lately ii wun ask peiling 0ut ler barhx she seem veri busy...

nevertheless nth t0 p0st ler...

2009-05-09T20:37:00.004+08:00

Recently veri shag s0 mani thing t0 d0 luh

but hubby promise mi he will buy mi a samsung pix0n :D

he intent t0 buy Nokia 5800 c0s c0ur currently 0ur hp iish lyk =.=

l0ls...

during 3rd May mai br0 gf and ii br0ught hm a d0g frm his fren

still t0t that mai dad will sumhw c the d0g s0 cute den will let us

ad0pt him but..

ii was wr0ng!!

): he still cant accept there fact we wanted t0 have the d0g...

haiish sumhw mi n mai br0 realise we have n0 fate t0 haf a d0g luh...

it a "king charles cavalier" breed l0r

wtf we cant haf it ue n0e hw much that d0g c0st the previ0us 0wner marhx?!

IT $2,100!! it $2,100 0kie!!nt $210

ii dun haf a cable f0r mai f0ne here @ bee bee hse

s0 r0ughly gif ur guy n0e hw d0es "king charles cavalier"

l00k lyk... CUTE RITE?!

wah lau ii hate mai dad luh...

jus dun understand him y he dislyk d0g s0 much...

ii dun seem t0 find anithing bad abt having a d0g n0rhx jus tt the

f00d,bla bla etc....c0st m0re nia..

den t0dae wk half dae hear mama sae

mai hamster 1 pass awai ler...

all r mai preci0us but haiish

when a living thing it tym t0 g0 we cant prevent it 0s0...

nt yet name mai 1mth+ old de hamster c0s dere are 7 and

they l00k exactly the same s0 even gt name hare f0r mi t0 differentshape

l0ls~

aniwai...REST IN PEACE Notti ):

ur mama san san n papa pui pui will miss ue ler

including ur ah g0ng n ah ma which iish mi n bee bee..

2009-05-02T15:25:00.003+08:00

tue nitex went k b0x buffer wif hubby, ah di, linbeibei,zhiwen n myself

@ cleni frm 1.30am sing till 6.00am

sing al0t 0f s0ng till dam tire =.=

bef0re that we meet @ 10+++

den mi n ziling g0 find sally

ard 12++

we g0 basment 1 de t0ilet veri late lia0 wtf

mi n zilin @ first wan tak f0t0 @ t0ilet c0s n0 ppl marhx

wtf =.=

we haben tak gif sum n0ise scare till we scream n rush 0ut frm the t0ilet

in the end 1 pic 0s0 nve tak da0 =.=

SIAN HALF!!

0h ya iish it true that we r all g0na die

in 2012?

if it s0 ii h0pe i'm the first hu die :X

c0s i'm quite tire wif mai life ler...

h0r0scr0pe sae ppl b0rn under the sign 0f

capic0rn the pr0cess 0f he/her life will be

先苦后甜 meaning bitten cme first den sweeten later

bull shit luh =.=

i'm be tasting bitter all the wai since ii was b0rn luh dun0

when mai sweet m0ment will cme? =.="

haiish...

ytd have a nice chat wif bee bee while 0n the wai t0 causewai t0 caught

a m0vie 0n 0ur aniiversary den came acr0ss that

i'm such a fcking gf =\

sry bee bee alwai make ue stuck in between

mi n ur family...

c0s ii hate his br0 th0se hu n0e his br0 de 0s0 n0e...

was kind 0f pers0n he iish lyk sum m0re p5 alreadi =.=

ii alwai dislyk his br0 s0 whenever he ask bee bee t0 put game f0r him

ii will ask bee bee dun help him but ended up hai bee bee

gif his parent blame..

n he sae smth ytd which ii think sumtym ii reali sld try n tak thing easy

f0r mi n 0s0 bee bee...

he sae:"

sumtym ii reali dun0 wad t0 d0 when ii see ue angry as well as mai parent.

but ii wld rather make my parent angry den making ur angry."

s0 t0uch T_T

s0 this tell mi ii mus CHANGE!!

ii n0e ii sae this 0ver milli0n 0f tym ler...

but it veri hard f0r ue t0 d0 den sae...

=.=..

aniwai ytd watch h0useman @ midnitex...

rating:

7.5 / 10

nt bad :D

th0se4 hu haben watch de g0 watch it nw...

tml g0ing prawn catching wif hubby wheee~

that all....

2009-04-26T12:54:00.003+08:00

Awww mai nitexmare finally arrive ler~

tml ii g0na transfer t0 tampinies lia0 wth~!~wth~!~

sian luh mai paid delay sia by rite 25 which iish ytd sld have g0tten mai pay le

but den wtf ii ask ppl they sae first m0nth

will delay 1-2wk s0 l0ng?!

wtf iish the acc0unt d0ing :X

ii nid mai $ badly~ ):

ii realise preharp ii sld shut dw tis bl0g barhx?

l0ls c0s lyk n0 ppl visit de =.="

pathetic...

aniwai....ii wan sh0pping badly... hu can ii find?

peiling iish busy wif her sch de hmwk

den bitch iish busy wif XXXXXX(ii dun nid sae she sld n0e bahx)

sian s0metym h0r ii reali agree wif wad hubby sae...

i'm quite easy get sensitive since aft we start wking...

maybe the tym we haf wif each 0ther becme lesses n lesses ler bahx..

nevertheless partly 0s0 the stress given by hubby parent...

they alwai nag @ hubby putting blame @ him

but wad can ii d0?

ii can 0nli kip quiet n c hubby get sc0lded f0r nth...

as a gf c ue get sc0lded f0r nth again n again frm ur parent...

ue n0e hw ii feel marhx?

s0 wad if ue r the elder s0n in the family?

d0es it mean even nth g0na d0 wif ue den ue 0s0 haf t0 get sc0lded f0r nth?

ka0...

ii wan earn al0t al0t al0t al0t 0f $ s0 tt ii can

buy a 0wn apartment n ii dun haf t0

hear hubby de mama nag nag nag dae n nitex...

as well as can stay wif hubby 0nli the 2 0f us... (:

jiay0u den...

but first ii gt al0t 0f thing still haben d0 yet...

0nce ii get mai pay ler

partly will give mai parent an0ther p0rti0n save it up den the rest SPEND!

0h wan sh0w ue guy mai shifu

she iish a veri gd shifu tt ii ever since she taught mi al0t 0f thing

which ii dun understand regrading mai wk de

n she iish veri patience wif mi as well as alwai buy thing f0r mi xD

2009-04-19T14:10:00.002+08:00

quite a few dae b0 update lia0 c0s busy :X
sian narhx fri 0ur t00pid 0M cme yishun de 0utlet den she saw mi
the first thing she sae iish " m0n g0 tampanies ar"
TMD TMD!!
s0 far den @ least mai manager try her best help mi drag 2 m0re dae l0ls~
nth t0 write actually will miss mai c0llegue de~
T_T
hmm s0 far ii t00k 1 pic wif 1 c0llegue nia l0ls
shall p0st her pic...

2009-04-09T21:52:00.002+08:00

i'm s0 tire~!
ii will be wking 2 j0b f0r nw...
f0r wkdae will be mai admin @ p0pular f0r wkend currently wking as a
pr0m0ter f0r BT0THER @ IT fair
intent t0 get myself a U0B N0W card >.<
wich iish s0 c0r a credit card...

0h ya recently sum 0f my fren sae
ii neglect dem since ii wking ler as well as alwai acc0mpany mai bf m0re den dem...
sry luh all mai luv...
ii nw 0s0 hardly 0s0 pei mai bf ler c0s ii wking he 0s0...
):
when ii get mai pay ler den ji0 ur 0ut k?
lyk wad we use t0 d0 last tym...

tire luh wan rest rest ler
update s00n when ii gt thing t0 update l0ls

2009-04-06T21:40:00.002+08:00

t0dae an0ther brand new week =.=

s0 sian l0r...

s00n g0na g0 t0 tampines ler =\

still gt 2+ week den can get mai pay...

0nce ii g0t mai pay ler ii g0na g0 enr0ll f0r BT (basic ther0y)

hehess...

aniwai ytd meet sum 0f mai sec sch mate

while acc0mpany peiling t0 meet her ex

eeek! they SUX!!

nth t0 p0st lia0 >.<

2009-04-04T22:08:00.006+08:00

ta-rah~

i'm currently using mai sis lappy t0 bl0g l0ls

c0s mai c0m reali shi CMI lia0 ):

hmm shall update mai staff t0dae

hmmm...

jus g0t bck hm t0dae frm beebee hse was sh0ck sia

mai baby hamster grew s0 big lia0 lyk giant jus in 3 wk =..=

tis iish when they were jus new b0rn

veri er xin h0r?

ii t0t was peanut l0ls~!

tis iish aft 1 wk ltd they start

t0 grew fur but eye still cl0se l0ls :X

ta-rah~

2 wk ltd s0 big lia0
tis iish wad ii meant SH0CK!!

nw even bigger ler but they refuse t0 let mi

tak f0t0 0f dem =\

s0 ur mei de kan xD

0h n ya~

mai sis jus came bck frm taiwan

hehees din't expect she br0ught smth f0r mi

she br0ught a micky m0use de T-shirt & p0unch f0r mi

n a veri funni thing f0r bee bee

which iish...

....

a b0x 0f c0nd0m~

l0ls!~!~!

the m0ment she ask mi t0 pass it t0 mai bf

ii was lyk =.= y gift him tis

but ii read the b0x it say

"ch0co iish better then sex"

l0ls

yuan lai iish ch0c0late =.=

keke..
t0dae meet up wif mai ga gal peiling
c0s hubby wking t0dae

went plaza wif her den aft tt headed t0 th0ms0n find beebee

aft tt pei bee bee eat his dinner den g0 l0t1 buy peiling de sh0rt

den g0 plaza again l0ls~

yay!

mai dearest peiling br0ught mi a eyelensh & eyeshad0w

@ 02Skin :D

luv her s0 much!

XIE XIE NI MAI DEAREST PEILING LA0G0NG!!

2009-04-02T22:12:00.002+08:00

t0dae 0ur st0re gt st0ck take

every0ne iish busy lyk s0t0ng =.=

den ii was slacking all the while c0s ii admin nia

st0ck take nth g0na d0 wif mi l0ls~

sian mai 0M t0ld mi maybe ii will g0 t0 tampanies learn hw t0 use SAP system =.=

s0 damn far luh

faster crisis 0ver narhx~

den ii can find a beta j0b :X

but nevertheless all j0b r hard de =.=

bu xiang update ler~

2009-03-28T13:39:00.002+08:00

can ani0ne tell mi wad iish s0 much fun abt game?

until ue can neglect ur gf?

haiish...

feel ann0y ii facing tis p0rblem recently...

whenever ii wake up ii will see him either h0lding 0n t0 his PSP 0r DS

ar b0 nt @ his bed dere f0r mi...

all he care abt iish GAME GAME GAME GAME

s0 y did he still care t0 carry 0n relati0nship since he still s0 much int0 game?

freaking speaking we b0th kn0wn each 0ther thr0ught a game

as t0 every0ne it quite farmiliar which iish "MAPLEST0RY"

but since 0ur relati0nship started frm game?iish it mean we 0s0 haf t0 end if wif game?

haiish...

he d0esn't n0e hw ii feel 0r need whenever ii see him h0lding 0n t0 his game device

when he iish hungry ii w0uld c00k f0r him but w/0 his help

d0 ue n0e wad he iish d0ing?

0f c0s busy wif his game...

we c0ming t0 0ther 1yr7mths

he can t0lerate mi till tis far c0s 0f mai fcking attitude

but ii cant...

ii rather the w0rld against mi rather den watching mai bf s0 int0 game

and we b0th drifting apart...

did ue n0e hw ii feel marhx?

ii cme bck frm wk...

instead 0f g0ing bck t0 mai 0wn hse ii went t0 ur t0 acc0mpany ue

BUT

the m0ment ii each ur hse first thing was ue went bck t0 the c0mputer desk...

i'm telling ue here since telling ue face t0 face didn't reali help...

if ue r still s0 int0 ur game device ii fine wif it

tt sh0wn tt game iish still s0 impt den mi...

if ani guy find tt ii wei le small thing den sae tis type 0f thing

let mi ask ur bck..

"if ue r s0me s0rt 0f ppl tt r nt reali s0 much int0 game but still n0e when n where t0 plae

when ur gf wanted t0 meet ue t0dae s0 ue gif up 0n gaming but 0nce ue meet da0 ur gf

she suggested t0 g0 sh0pping den while sh00ping she find it sian herself even she herself suggested tis de den ue saw her h0lding t0 her PSP 0r DS all tis while hw wld ue feel?"

ii tire ler luh...nw we b0th g0ta wk the tym we cld spend tgt iish lyk s0 limted

yet haiish...

feel lyk giving up...

maybe ii was fated t0 be single ):

mai heart r tearing nw but n0 0ne cld hear it/feel it...

c0s ue'r nt mi...

life sux/luv sux....

香烟爱上火才就注定被伤害。。

不要轻易说爱。。许下的承若就是欠下的宰。。

老鼠对猫说我爱你，猫说你走开。。

老鼠流泪走开，谁也没看见老鼠走后猫也流了一滴泪。。

其实有一种爱叫做放弃。。

风筝一辈子只为了一根线冒险。。

在爱情的世界里没有谁对不起谁。。

只有谁不懂的珍惜谁。。

遇到了真爱就不要轻易说离开。。

要记得抓紧爱情，而不是抓伤彼此的感情

不要忘了真爱难寻。。

meaningful rite?tt was wad ii use t0 read when ii was wif mai ex...

nw....s00ner 0r ltd i'm g0na read it again...

haiish...

II HATE GAME!!

2009-03-28T00:01:00.003+08:00

i'm here t0 p0st~
s0 freaking tire =.="
t0dae iish mai 2nd dae 0f wk
s0 mani thing t0 d0!!
ka0~!~!~
wan t0 cme 0ut and earn $ iish lyk s0 .....
n0 w0nder parent alwai sae "bu ya0 luan luan hua qian arh!qian hen nan zhaun"
last tym whenever they sae tt we will 0nli reply/resp0nd "ya lah! ya lah!"
but aft using b0th 0ur 0wn hand and determinati0n t0 w0rk n earn 0ur veri 0wn $
ii agreed wad they use t0 sae ):
thursday was mai first dae 0f wk be attach t0 yishun p0pular t0 learn
hw t0 key P0/RP0/T0/D0 s0 mani "0"
=.=
when there ard 10.15am by rite mai wk start @ 11am but nid t0 reach dere @ 10.45am
but dun0 y the hack ii reach s0 early
but nvm luh since first dae 0f wk (:
get t0 n0e al0t 0f auntie/c0lleague all veri friendly :D
but i'm afraid c0s mai actual 0utlet i'm be attach t0 iish
0rchard cental dere de but den still under ren0vation
but hear frm HR the banch @ 0rchard will be m0re y0ungster style de sh0p
instead 0f the current p0pular style =\
which mi mai future c0lleague mst pr0bably wun be th0se auntie
s0 c0rp0rative ler T_T

recently veri fan eh...
dun0 wan study 0r wk haiish
lyk s0 l0ng nve meet mai bitch ler =\
dun0 they gt miss mi ant ):
l0ls...
den previ0usly haben wk alwai lyk small quarrel wif hubby...
ii find myself since aft he 0RD ler ii lyk n0 sense 0f secure den
start t0 be abit sensitive ler...
but nw since b0th 0f us haf a j0b ler preharp ii wun think s0 much ler barhx
mai 0nli aim iish t0 earn al0t den
grant all mai wish >.<
tire~!~!~tire~!~!~tire~!~!~
gt abit 0f intenti0n dun wan wk ler l0ls
but cnt gambateh~
wei ler $ $ $ $ $ $
=\
ii wan g0 0rh 0rh ler luh s0 tire :X
ii miss mai bitch:linbeibei
ii miss mai gals:peiling/sihui
ii miss mai hamster:puipui/sansan/7's baby
0f c0s ii 0s0 miss mai hubby~
(:
all the ab0ve menti0n iish mai luv 0ne
>.<
nitex nitex~

2009-03-21T10:17:00.002+08:00

ta-rah~

c0ngrate myself f0r find da0 j0b lia0 (:

still t0t ii wun be abe t0 find a j0b tt suit mi during tis crisis

but nw ii believe n0 matter wad crisis dere will still be vacancy ard

it up t0 ue whether ue wan it ant....

i'm br0ke!!

0h tian arh~!~!

in reality n0 $ reali can't survial especially f0r y0ungster ard mai age

mai c0mputer g0na CMI s00n!!

nw i'm using 0n-screen keyb0ard t0 bl0g luh

pathetic

T~T

2009-03-17T12:37:00.003+08:00

t0dae [17.03.09]

Finally IT fair iish 0ver :D

can haf a gd rest ler...

been wking tis past few dae @ IT fair as a sale pr0m0ter

s0 dam tire-ing but gt t0 n0e al0t 0f fren :D

hmm as f0r mai previ0us p0st ar...

ii nid t0 get thing rite f0r zilin...

clear the misunderstanding wif her tt dae...

=.="

she t0t mai previ0us p0st was abt her treating mi as a slave...

but did ii put smth lyk...

"t0dae zilin treat mi as slave again" =\

ii din...

wad ii refer t0 slave was th0se FCKING frenster/msn guy

hu wan t0 n0e mai fren m0re

KINDLY ASK URSELF!!

AND! ii am nt interested if ue lyk mai fren...

l0ls...even if ue tell mi n ii t0ld dem abt it...

is ue ch00se t0 BING WEI!

nt mai fault lia0...

eeek!dun wan t0k abt tis matter ler...

mon [16.03.09]

each 0f us iish busy l00king f0r j0b nw s0 seld0m gt tym t0 meet...

ytd by rite meeting zilin de

but ended up ii din meet dem c0s mai b0dy freaking ache =.=

but guess she wld be disapp0inted barhx...

SRY!!

den ytd...was sh0ck...

mai hamster suddenly gif birth t0 7 baby

ii was lyk

0MFG!!

when they fck each 0ther de?

why suddenly gt baby...

l0ls..

den aft sumtym hack care b0ut tis qus ler...

the baby was s0 dam cute...

nt yet taken f0t0 f0r dem c0sthey still red red :X

den went hm frm hubby hse...

quarrel again haiish...

ii knew it...

0RD hubby change al0t...

he t0ld mi..

wad s0 big deal abt 0RD i'm still the same but ue dun0...

nw ue can yell at mi when we r quarreling...

n ue wun gif in t0 mi ler ):

haiish...

ytd he sae al0t 0f thing t0 mi...

luv iish jus s0......

maybe...we'r getting drifting apart le...

2009-03-12T10:01:00.002+08:00

hubby g0na 0RD s00n le... instead 0f feeling happi f0r him

ii feel sad....

ii scare smth similar happen again...

ii wad ii mean by smth similar?

sum ppl may n0e wad iish it sum dun0...

but lesses ppl n0e the beta..

haiish...

since ytd till nw ii suspect ii haf a Gastric flu

mai st0mach kip ache n the pain iish lyk

damn! wan mai life..

tis fri nsun g0nawk @suntec IT wif sally...

but 2 days nia l0ls...

beta den nth 0kie...

tis few dae...

been thinking abt the past whrby mi,gwen n zl still veri cl0se...

but nw they 2 seem t0 change al0t...

t0 dem preharp they think ii change al0t t00..

f0r nw ii tink ii can simply jus dun care b0ut frenship ler barhx

maybe ii was b0rn wif a fate t0 haf n0 fren...

as tym pass by...

as yr g0es by...

i'm gr0wing up dae by dae...

n ii shall st0p being s0 ridicul0us n childish ler...

ii haf enuff 0f being fren slave ler...

*pls:th0se guy hu wan h0ng/ji0 mai fren kindly jus fck 0ff n ask urself

dun simply ask mi anithing abt dem..

.I NT THEIR SLAVE!

I'm an00y...

i'm an00y wif al0t 0f thing recently...

ii nid $ but it hard f0r mi t0 find a j0b...

ii nid hubby luv but it hard f0r mi t0 predict when he will st0p luving mi...

ii nid care but ii dun0 hu can gif mi...

ii nid a true fren but ii dun0 hu can ii trust...

haiish...

ii dun nid fren anim0re! (:

ii dun haf a true fren at all....

nw 0nli puipui n sansan mai fren...

l00k f0rward barhx serene t0h!

2009-03-03T13:13:00.002+08:00

tis fw dae lack 0f slp luh =\

y leh?!

ii shall update mai previ0us event

sun [01.03.09]

mi n hubby de 1yr 6mths anniversary :D

but den we din celebrate it...

c0s dun reali haf placese t0 g0 l0ls~

s0 we stay hm .. .. .. .. till ard nitex meet ah di (hubby c0ursin)

g0 settle smth wif tt bastard alvin :X

@ first iish hubby 0wn him $ de

but he d0esn't wanna meet us n tak bck his $

instead he ask j0el t0 help

lma0 n ue n0e tt j0el stab big =.=

wei ler $25 wan ti0 hubby..

den sae he c0r geylang 2 ta0 de lai

=="

childish sia..

den hubby c0ursin help him settle sae he wan play pia kia thing

he put w0rd 0ut de s0 dun kip bck

lidat nia he hum ler ==

l0ls~

den sit @ sum wulu v0id-deck clear misunderstanding wif tt alvin...

TMD frm 10pm t0k until 1am plus =.=

l0ng winded l0ls

aft tt everything settle ler..tt bastard thing he VIP

we n0 him will die lidat sae let him g0 hm think wan

t0 patch bck he n hubby de frenship ant..

he sae:"gif mi tym t0 think"

NB!hubby tis type 0f ppl bu ya0 suan ler luh~

hu n0e nxt tym his si lan pattern will cme 0ut again ant...

eh dun wan sae abt tis fell0w ler...

aft tt meet 0ut mi,hubby,hubby sis & c0ursin

we went t0 h0ugang mall t0 play p00l

ii first tym plae den s0 mani shifu~

under pressure n stress given by mai 3 shifu tarah~

ii 0btain the skill wh00t~

l00k lyk pr0? l0ls but he iish nt :X

aft p00l went hm n0 cab sia? hell we walk till main r0ad den gt T_T

reach hm ard 4-5am plus ler

heng hubby nid b00k in the nxt dae but @ nitex..

sat [28.02.09]

hubby c0ursin ji0 us g0 jubili S11 dere de k0pitiam dere drink

hell they drink tiger beer lyk drink plain water lidat =.=

all tgt they drink 20 b0ttle all 0fdem drunk lia0 l0ls..

v0mit de v0mit g0ng g0ng de g0ng g0ng >.<

den ii see hubby veri pitiful kip kena f0rce t0 drink

f0rce as in when his cup iish emtpy 0r nt full his c0ursin fren

0s0 his fren kip refill den c hubby face veri red lia0

ii help him drink l0ls~

ii drink till kip gt the intenti0n t0 chi0ng t0ilet =.=

aft finish drinking 0nli left hubby c0ursin,hubby n mi still veri

qing xin (awake)..l0ls we send his their fren hm den we 3 headed dw t0 AMK

de Kp00l plae p00l luh...

in the end 3-4am plus reach hm again l0ls...

fri [27.02.09]

when clark quay wif hubby n ah di t0 meet zilin

n the rest f0r pub...

we went 0p0int den aft tt went t0 cherry @ chinat0wn it's a thai disc0..

l0ls actly by rite al0t 0f us de ard 10++ 0f us

den sum @ dere drink t00 mani V.S.0.P

till CMI ler they cab hm s0 left

mi,hubby,ahdi,zilin n zilin de 1 fren we went dere

t0 meet an0ther batch 0f fren l0ls

@ dere drink chivas reali CMI ler bt ii wnated t0 drink but hubby dun let

s0 jus stare @ dem drink =.=

aft tt we headed hm ard 4-5am plus

hubby sae ii gt sae zui hua (talk n0nsense while ii was drunk)

s0 ma lu he g0 tell ah di =.=

he sae ii t0ld him

ii hungry wan eat t0a pay0h de ba0 l0ls!!

den ask him g0 buy nw...

ii din h0r :X

bleaxh..

g0ing 0ut wif hubby c0ursin n mai fren

iish s0 mem0rable n fun

c0s ii luv ue all~

2009-02-27T11:30:00.006+08:00

i'm bck bck bck~ :D

t0dae[27.02.09]

t0nitex g0ing clubbing n pub

wif mai fren n hubby whee whee~

h0pe t0nitex iish a enj0yrable nitex (:

nth reali t0 p0st f0r t0dae...

hmm h0pe the kb0x accpet 0ur interview

x.x pray hard~ l0ls

aniwai jiejie n mai parent r g0ing t0 visit mai ah ma t0nitex 0nce again..

but ii nt g0ing =X

thursday [26.02.09]

wake up wif a super tire mode...

well in sh0rt iish lazy l0ls xD

set mai alarm dae bef0re @ 8.45am c0s later 0n g0na meet sally n her fren

f0r j0b inteview @ maxwell h0use (tanji0ng pagar)

but due t0 the tire-ness cum nice weather t0 slp

ii reset mai alarm frm 8.45am t0 9.00am DEN 9.05am

ii d0 believe mai previ0us life was a PIG

0ink 0ink!

having a hard tym t0 find the t00pid place "maxwell h0use" :X

ask al0t 0f uncle n auntie den finally n0e whr it l0cated @

l0ls~

we reach dere @ 11.10am ii think den g0 tak f0rm fill up

wh00ts~the guy hu interview us s0 hands0me >.<

l0ls =P

aft the interview mi,sally n sally fren

we 3 went t0suntec den meet janet c0s we ji0 her ex 0s0 :X

l0ls haf 0ur breakfast n lunch @ jus n00dle

free fl0w 0f ice-cream yay~ ^^ v

aft eating they refer t0 9sally de fren,janet n janet ex)

they went arcade s0 mi n sally g0 find zilin bitch~

:D her wk s0 slack 1 n0rhx =.=

meet her le we g0 0utside arcade dere slack clack n chit chat f0r few h0urs

den zilin bitch nid t0 g0 bck wk s0 we headed t0 marina sq

walk walk c0s janet ex wan g0 dere f0r para para..

L0LS!! her ex dance make mi n sally R0FL sia :X

damn funni...nve vide0 dw t00 bad =\

aft tt hm sweet hm

reach hm abt 7pm++ den haben sit dw f0r abt half an hr

acc0mpany 0r s0 c0r mi n mai sis g0

SGH (singap0re genreal h0spital)

visit mai ah ma ): her leg pain narhx...

p00r thing...

wednesday [25.02.09]

hubby nitex 0ff n mei mei @ mai hse 0s0...

hubby reach mai hse ard 6pm++

he t0ld mi he saw janet @ plaza l0ls..

>.<

aft awhile he ask mi t0 l00k 0ut @ the wind0w

the wai he ask mi t0 l00k 0ut make mi scare =.=

ii t0t gt ppl jump 0f the building den ask mi see

in the end ii saw

RAINB0W~

s0 l0ng since ii last seen a rainb0w =\

s0 excited when ii was...l0ls

read al0t 0f mai fren bl0g they 0s0 gt p0st abt the rainb0w

l0ls

s0 hw c0uld ii be left 0ut? =X

2009-02-25T10:16:00.003+08:00

t0dae gt quite a few p0st t0 update..

and btw hell! mai bl0g seem smth nt rite will try fix it asap...

mai c0m thr0ugh ha0 le still bit s0t s0t de s0 be it...

hmm sat [21.02.09]

when t0 east c0ast wif hubby ard 6.05 we reach dere...

den g0 t0 his fren sh0p rent bicycle l0ls...

f0r $20 (hubby n mi) we cycle abt 3hr

frm:6.15pm-9.15pm

each 0f us $10 nia quite cheap :X

while cycling we kip 0n slack c0s sm0king l0ls

den t00k quite a few pic :X

nerhx hubby s0 c00l :X

taken wif hubby l0ls >.<

but actually we din reali cycle f0r 3hr tt l0ng

in between we kip slack @ jetty the breeze shi0k man..

sun [22.02.09]

hubby c0ursin b'dae...

we had 0ur dinner @ clark quay de jumb0..

the f00d 0k0k nia 0ut0f all the disk ii lyk the chili crab xD

f0r tis p0st din tak picture l0ls..

finish 0ur dinner @ ard 11plus

den mi,hubby,ahb0i (hubby c0usin 0s0 b'dae b0i) and hubby sis

we went t0 cineleisure f0r kb0x~

l0ls the package supp0se t0 be frm 12am t0 6am de

but c0s hubby the nxt dae gt s0ccer 0rganize by hisNSmate de

s0 nid t0 g0 hm earlier

headed hm ard 4am+ by the tym we slp iish 5am plus ler...

mon [23.02.09]

wake up at 11.30am

by rite we set alarm @ 10.30am but den

due t0 tire-ness kip 0n adjust the tym l0ls!

s0 in the end wake up @11.30am =.="

hubby meet his campmate @ kallang de leisure park

den walk t0 the cage a name f0r the s0ccer c0urt

smth lyk 5-A side smth smth de =.=

frm ind00r stadium walk all the wai t0 leisure park den t0 the cage iish damn far n0rhx ==

0n the wai t0 kallang play wif hubby sun glasses l0ls xD

hmm ard 1.30pm lidat we reach dere his campmate 0s0

den 1big gr0up walk tgt i'm the 0nli female n the 0nli GF dere =.=

n0ne 0f dem br0ught their GF(gal-fren) there

0nli mi pei hubby g0 felt bit extra l0ls!!

(t0 hubby):

ue veri xin fu h0r gt mi pei ue g0!:X

l0ls aft tt headed t0 eat 0ur breakfast,lunch n dinner @

h0ugang mall de pastra mania spend $40++

T_T

br0ke le...

aft finish pei hubby c d0c t0 kin MC

he gt 2dae MC yay!!

den aft tt h0me sweet h0me...

hubby sungalsses l0lsxD

hubby- g0al keeper :D

tue [24.02.09]

hubby acc0mpany mi @ hm the wh0le dae dam sian =.=

he t00kMC jus t0 pei mir0t @ hm..

haiish nt much thing t0 p0st f0r yesterdae 0s0...

t0dae [25.02.09]

t0dae m0re sian =.=

TMD wanted t0 slp s0 n0isy dun0 mai bl0ck here ren0vating simi sai

early m0rning nia make s0 mani n0ise n ii lack 0f slp!!

2009-02-20T13:25:00.002+08:00

arl0 peel i'm here t0 p0st again xD
bitch the previ0u nt referring ue narhx dun tink s0 much kay? (:
0h ya!
ii wanna tell ue all ii intent t0 g0 get mai BTT first (basic theory test)
by the age 0f 23 ii wanna get a

l0ls yes a car
c0s currently ii 0nli haf the fund t0 tak BTT but nt PT yet (particle test)
btw i'm still j0bless haiish =.=<
t0dae w0ke @ 12.35pm WHY s0 late?
ii 5am den slp leh harl0?
y s0 late slp?
ii kip struggle while ii was tryin t0 slp...
same nitexmare again
sun m0re cum headache...=\
detail 0f nitexmare iish still the same 0ld dream...
t0 prevent myself t0 cme but t0 reality ii f0rce myself t0 struggle
ended up headache s0 cant get int0 a slp...
n0e hubby dislike mi t0kin abt 0ur affair in mai bl0g 0rmai fren
but ue tell mi 0ther den here n mai fren hu can ii speak up wif?
wall?0r ue?
nt ii dun wanna share wif ue narhx hubby...
iish jus tt whenever ii tell ue hw ii feel 0r wad ue 0nli w0rd
tt s0 far alwai get frm ue iish:

ai y0...sayang narhx hubby bu hui de

0R

sayang narhx hubby zhi ai ni yi ge

haiish ii reali nid ue care n c0ncern al0t
can ue sh0w mi tt i'm
reali the f0rtunate gal t0 haf ue 0r being wif ue?=\
tt all ii ask f0r...
n0 m0re sad 0r unhappi thing anim0re frm nw!
SERENE T0H BE HAPPI N CAREFREE!

2009-02-18T23:42:00.004+08:00

i'm current here t0 bl0g mai feeling again...

s0 far can sae the incident ii had alreadi f0rgetten 35%?

well...dae still haf t0 g0 0n isn't it?

s0 wad ii alwai cry 0r hurt myself?

will the incident will disapper frm mai mem0ry?

kidding...

it will jus make mi break d0wn...

arrr...

but

I JUS CANT PUSH MYSELF T0 F0RGET!

bl00dly ass...

haiish dun g0 tink abt it le kay serene t0h?

well...

nw iish jus t0 w0rry abt ur furture...

faster find a j0b luh...

ii nid a job j0b j0b j0b~

2009-02-17T13:13:00.006+08:00

Dear reader...

c0uld ani 0ne teach mi hw t0 built c0nfident?

hence,

ii can sae mai percentage 0f c0nfident f0r myself iish alm0st "ZER0"

aft the incident happen 0n valentine's dae since den

ii kip paran0id here n dere n having nitemare...

ii dun0 yiish tis happen s0?

Franky speaking hubby iish mai l0nger relati0nship?

n he iish alwai t0lerating mi..but as a gf i'm still alwai

piss him 0ff...i'm s0rry...

the luv ii haf f0r ue gr0w deep,deeper and deeply day by day..

until t0 the extent ii dun0 ii am livingf0r ue 0r f0r myself...

ii n0e ii am nt a gd gf,nice l00king gf,p0sitive thinking gf,p0lite gf...

BUT!

ii ensure ue ii am a faithful gf

jus as wad ppl alwai sae g0d create/gave

every human being life t0 be b0rn as

different pers0nailty,different status

sum ppl may b0rn in a wealthy/p00r family

but wad ever it iish every 1 iish different...

but f0r mai case...

hubby ii n0e ii alwai sh0w ue temper,unreas0nable,nt understanding t0ward ue

BUT!

ii will change tt all jus f0r ue in a wai t0 ur likeness...

ii dun wanna l0se ue...

regradless the dream ii had iish real 0r nt

ii will still wan ue as mai hubby even t0 0ne 0f tis dae ue t0ld mi ue hate mi 0r

ue dun luv mi anim0re...

i'm afraid ue n linbei will frm fren bec0me wad happening in mai dream

but ii jus dun wan t0 l0st a gd fren lyk her n a gd bf lyk ue..

ii may be selfish @tym but ii jus dun lyk mai bf t0...

haiish...

ii hate the dream ii had...

ii hate myself frm nt believing reality but t0 believe mai d0ubt

ii dun0 0r dun haf the gut t0 think ii will ever haf mai c0nfident bck f0r

hubby le...

i'm afraid ii will 0nce be hurt again by guy...

hubby can pr0mise mi ue will sh0wer mi wif all ur luv marhx?

can pr0mise ue w0uld make mi smile instead 0f tearing f0r ue marhx?

hubby can ue pr0mise i'm ur 0nli 1 marhx?

haiish let fate decide barhx...

ii haf a bad life t0 began wif...

well f0rgif n f0get

it easy t0 sae s0 it hard t0 d0 s0 d0 ue agree?

but if ue reali luv sum1 deelpy ue will d0 anithing ue urself wun believe in...

jus by f0rgiving...

hubby ue'r the 0nli MAN 0n earth ii luv

ii pr0mise ue ii w0uld change f0r ue de

as well as anithing ue dislike mi t0 d0 ii will 0bey ue.

deal!(:

f0r 0ur happiness we b0th mus learn t0

understand each 0ther kay?

BEE BEE

w0 men yi qi nu li barhx..

yin wei w0 ai ni...(:

MUACKZ!

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picture time

hubby

(n0rhx he iish the man ii luv m0st)

isn'the hands0me? (:

roses frm hubby 0n valentine

but recieve a m0st surprising present aft tis ):

kinda hate tis r0se due t0 wad happen 0n tt dae

but it still frm hubby mus lyk it =\

2009-02-15T16:32:00.002+08:00

tis yr valentine's dae fcking sux

ii dun wanna haf a valentine in future anim0re...

lyk last yr ii recieve r0se frm hubby but well

tis year ii recieve additional surprising frm hubby

THANK H0R!

haiish ii cant believe he did smth lyk tis t0 mi...

ii din did smth wr0ng t0 him but den he did this t0 mi ):

he sms mai cl0se fren lin bei happi valentine dae...

well ii n0e sms in a fren d0esn't mean anithing sum m0re she 0s0 mai cl0se fren

but wad ii wad angry n sad abt iish ii ben kept in the dark...

i'm his galfren leh...

he din send mi a sms whishing mi happi valentine dae suan le c0s in real life

he did sae t0 mi but wad the purp0se?

he use t0 del linbei hp num INFR0NT 0f mi

but hell did he get her num again?

he t0ld mi fr0m his sim c0ntract...

guy 0r gal let mi ask ue...

if ue 0nce p0rmise ur partner tt ue w0uld sms 0ther gal/guy

0r even reply t0 ani 0pp sex de sms

but he did it behind ur back hw w0uld ue feel?

0r let sae hw w0uld ue react?

ii cry fr0m 8.30pm t0 1.30am ytd

mai eye swall0n lyk fishball nw...

well mai reacti0n s0 big was

I CARE F0R UE,I L0VE UE, I'M SELFISH

ii dun wan hubby ue t0 sms 0ther gal even ur cl0se female fren 0r mine

iish jus lyk ue dun lyk mi flirt t0 0the guy 0t they flirt mi rite?

ii gif ue freed0m 0s0 s0 ue d0...but the freed0m ue gif mi

ii din did smth betray ue...

ue ask all mai fren did ii ever g0 clubbing bef0re?

even they ji0 mi g0 ii gt g0?

N0!

y?!c0s ii gt ue in mai heart le...

haiish but wad the p0int nw...

valentine dae a mem0rable dae f0r mi

14.02.09 iish a w0rse valentine ii had in mai life...

all thx t0 ue...

ii w0uld nt g0 further m0re int0 tis matter...

as hubby haf already explain t0 mi

jus h0pe ii haf a brain wash

n j0lly well f0rget everything ii 0nce haf...

ARRRR~

ii hate mai life nw...

ii had n0 c0nfident, n0 l00k, n0 figure

haiish h0pe gt ppl sp0ns0r mi g0 plastic surgery

c0s ii dun wish t0 carry 0n living with tis l00k anim0re...!!

life sux...

2009-02-09T12:49:00.009+08:00

as pr0mise peel here iish mai pic f0r mai new hammi~ :D
sat [7.2.09]

br0ught mai ah san [female hamster] frm serang00n there..

f0r $7.50 by rite $10 [same price as ah pui] den gt simi 25% 0ff!!

l0ls hamster 0s0 gt 0ffer de l0ls =.=

but nve the less 0ut 0f s0 mani hammie ii ch00se this little ah san princess f0r mai ah pui as wife..

L0ls~

0kie aft buy le ah san ii rem ah pui cage l00k veri pathetic c0s

he iish s0 fat n huge yet his cage iish sum cage t0 put the fish de n veri small..

he can 0nli walk rite n left but cnt up n d0wn..

=.=

s0 ii br0ught tis cage f0r ah pui n ah san :D

sun [8.2.09]

rush hm t0 c ah pui

n wanted t0 c hw ah pui n ah san reacti0n when ii put den in the same cage tgt..

as wad ii th0ught they fite sia!

but ah san iish female s0 veri gentle she kip screming in hamster language...

ah pui t0t ah san iish male he intenti0n was:

ah pui:"ii dun wan stay wif a guy!!i'm nt a gay!"

l0ls

ii see ah san s0 ke lian kena treaten lyk guy ii g0 seperate dem

si ah pui bite mi =.=

but aft tt ah pui realise ah san iish gal he kip rape her!

WAHHAHA!

(: s00n they plae wif wach 0ther n0rhx~

midnitex...

wanted t0 slp but scare ah pui bite ah san when we nt l00king s0 put

them in mai rm...

middle 0f the nitex ii fallen aslp le

ah san kip screaming ii scare ah pui buwee her

ii wake up n see

wad the hack r they d0ing?

they slpin tgt in the same apartment nia wad there t0 scream

guy...

dun think wr0ngly h0r..

iish c0s the hse iish quite small n ah pui quite fat think ah san n0 space t0 slp

l0ls~..

k luh end 0f st0ry between tis 2 gua...

h0pe they faster breed :X

tata~

Ah pui n ah san hm...

Dun sia0 sia0 h0r

2 st0rey de ang m0 chu :X

ah pui :D

ah san slping >.<>

ah san s0 cute >.<

>.<

S0 sweet ii jeal0us >.<

((:

2009-02-07T16:51:00.002+08:00

whee ytd n t0dae ii br0ught tw0 hammi :D

1 c0r ah puh 1 c0r ah s0n (fat n slim in h0kkien)

:X s0 cute sia =.=

0kie ii 0wn up tt ii d0 lyk animal al0t 0kie?

l0ls

hmmm...ii wan a lappy fast lah

mai c0m n hubby de b0th crash wth...

damn suay...

well nth specaially t0 p0st recently al0t 0f thing happen between

mi n hubby dun feel lyk menti0ning it again..

well jiu p0st da0 zhen li mai hammi pic

will p0st it s00n by m0n c0s

aft m0n n0 c0m t0 use again haiish ):